09-09-2018, 04:57 PM
Wow. What a day. I'm going to break it into 2 postings since the directions are very different, so here goes.
I visited my mom today, and she needed me to shop for her. I had 2 distinct interactions with women which says that I am attractive. Part of me is very excited, and part of me is..........scared/reluctant/acting stubborn/.....
The first was at a dollar store. She was a cute brunette who I opened up a short conversation with, which opened her up. What stuck with me was her line a minute in: "it's so HOT in here". I had realized I was escalating the situation, and (dammit!) I looked down, realizing I wanted to see her for sex. An old guilt reaction to de-escalate the situation. However, I wanted to look her in the eyes before I left, and she looked straight at me and smiling, saying "Bye...thanks!" I'm seeing her as one I'd follow up with, which is something I have never done. I can learn though
The other was not verbal at all, though it caught MY attention. I had to pick up some groceries, and women were all over this place. It was the setting where I said "sex is everywhere. I'm going to just get my stuff and not look for women. They'll find me". I did, and one did. A woman right alongside her boyfriend/husband eyed me strongly. I kept eye contact, and again that guilt feeling popped up. I looked down, thinking "why would I do this to this guy?" She picked this up, but she followed me for a minute in another isle. Hot MILF. Damn. I should be careful...........(maybe).
Both of these interactions excited me, looking back. I'm on E2, not DMSI! I am NOT complaining. I'm just really, really surprised and turned on. The headline reads "Man goes for emotional healing, and gets laid".
I've never looked into it, and Ben is the only man I've read about who attracted women on E2. I just don't get it. But I am very, very grateful
I visited my mom today, and she needed me to shop for her. I had 2 distinct interactions with women which says that I am attractive. Part of me is very excited, and part of me is..........scared/reluctant/acting stubborn/.....
The first was at a dollar store. She was a cute brunette who I opened up a short conversation with, which opened her up. What stuck with me was her line a minute in: "it's so HOT in here". I had realized I was escalating the situation, and (dammit!) I looked down, realizing I wanted to see her for sex. An old guilt reaction to de-escalate the situation. However, I wanted to look her in the eyes before I left, and she looked straight at me and smiling, saying "Bye...thanks!" I'm seeing her as one I'd follow up with, which is something I have never done. I can learn though
The other was not verbal at all, though it caught MY attention. I had to pick up some groceries, and women were all over this place. It was the setting where I said "sex is everywhere. I'm going to just get my stuff and not look for women. They'll find me". I did, and one did. A woman right alongside her boyfriend/husband eyed me strongly. I kept eye contact, and again that guilt feeling popped up. I looked down, thinking "why would I do this to this guy?" She picked this up, but she followed me for a minute in another isle. Hot MILF. Damn. I should be careful...........(maybe).
Both of these interactions excited me, looking back. I'm on E2, not DMSI! I am NOT complaining. I'm just really, really surprised and turned on. The headline reads "Man goes for emotional healing, and gets laid".
I've never looked into it, and Ben is the only man I've read about who attracted women on E2. I just don't get it. But I am very, very grateful
I want to be FREE!
