Just thinking about some things.
I stumbled upon some pua material that I used to read back in the day (when I was 18 or 19 years old). I remember reading The Game and then doing the 30 day challenge (style). I remember approaching 40-50 women that week. Getting nowhere though. I just didn't understand really.
I remember one time (Im not fond of mentioning this) when I was 18 or so. I remember making the commitment to approach, even if all I did was say hello... I drove to the mall and found myself frozen in my car, watching the beautiful women walk into the mall. The kind that I wanted so bad. It made me feel so sad, so depressed that I ended up crying in my car- wishing that I could do it. Making excuses for myself, even now I make up some.
I just remember thinking "I am going to end up alone." "If I dont get laid (loose my v-card [at the time] that I was going to drive off a cliff or something).
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Just some deep shiet I remember. Lots of things still.
Heres the difference between an SUCCESSFUL guy and a NOT SUCCESSFUL guy:
Successful:
-Focus on Success
-Find something and stick with it
-Takes charge
-Sets goals
-Meets women
-No Fear
**SENSE OF URGENCY**
Not successful:
-Watches TV shows and believes in the hype
-Spends time planning
-Waiting for life to get better
-Vague/ No goals
-Scared of himself
-Going from crutch to crutch
**Get to it whenever**
I realize that I have issues still, that I have check-marks in this "not successful" category.
How many women would you talk to if you KNEW almost all of them were sexually interested in you?
Also, I remember wanting to teach pickup back then. Teach men how to do what should come naturally, and be able to travel all over fking gorgeous puss*. Well I had an idea back then, that so far nobody seems to have used it.
Body Cameras (with faces blurred). I wanted to teach how to approach, talk, body language and things like that. Thats what I wanted to do.
Can I master my own fear and use it for my advantage?
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Alan Watts-
So everybody has a "rock" they hang on too until they realize it does nothing for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=pl...JJOM#t=133
I stumbled upon some pua material that I used to read back in the day (when I was 18 or 19 years old). I remember reading The Game and then doing the 30 day challenge (style). I remember approaching 40-50 women that week. Getting nowhere though. I just didn't understand really.
I remember one time (Im not fond of mentioning this) when I was 18 or so. I remember making the commitment to approach, even if all I did was say hello... I drove to the mall and found myself frozen in my car, watching the beautiful women walk into the mall. The kind that I wanted so bad. It made me feel so sad, so depressed that I ended up crying in my car- wishing that I could do it. Making excuses for myself, even now I make up some.
I just remember thinking "I am going to end up alone." "If I dont get laid (loose my v-card [at the time] that I was going to drive off a cliff or something).
**************************
Just some deep shiet I remember. Lots of things still.
Heres the difference between an SUCCESSFUL guy and a NOT SUCCESSFUL guy:
Successful:
-Focus on Success
-Find something and stick with it
-Takes charge
-Sets goals
-Meets women
-No Fear
**SENSE OF URGENCY**
Not successful:
-Watches TV shows and believes in the hype
-Spends time planning
-Waiting for life to get better
-Vague/ No goals
-Scared of himself
-Going from crutch to crutch
**Get to it whenever**
I realize that I have issues still, that I have check-marks in this "not successful" category.
How many women would you talk to if you KNEW almost all of them were sexually interested in you?
Also, I remember wanting to teach pickup back then. Teach men how to do what should come naturally, and be able to travel all over fking gorgeous puss*. Well I had an idea back then, that so far nobody seems to have used it.
Body Cameras (with faces blurred). I wanted to teach how to approach, talk, body language and things like that. Thats what I wanted to do.
Can I master my own fear and use it for my advantage?
**********
Alan Watts-
So everybody has a "rock" they hang on too until they realize it does nothing for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=pl...JJOM#t=133
