Finding the light at the end of the tunnel- my am6 journey.

[CatMan]

I would say don't worry so much about the progress you're making with am6, excessive self analysis and questioning whether it's working just ends up causing frustration in my opinion - kind of like watching a 6 month cake bake.

Comparing yourself with people on this forum is also a bit of a waste, there are a lot of different characters each with their own unique blend of brilliance, insight and occasional horse shit - that includes me some times, when I look back over some of my posts Im not exempt from that.
Feft is useful, it might help, look into it, there's a lot of resource online and on the forum.

I would recommend letting am6 go in a sense. Let it do its thing in the back ground, whilst you pursue whatever goals you want to pursue. Pick 3, work out a plan and just go hardcore on them. do that and I'm convinced you will notice more as am6 synergises with what you're doing to develope you even further.

Again just my opinion. Others may differ.

Thanks Darwin. I got a couple goals that I am thinking of hardcoring as you stated. Best to keep my mind off things!

3 week mark stage 2:

Totals:

Week 1: 97.5
Week 2: 88.75
Week 3: 98.5
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Funny, yesterday I had a kid (maybe 5-7yrs) keep staring at me and then look away repeatedly. It was interesting. I had sunglasses on, but every time he looked we had eye-contact. Kinda like those members that witness similar things- kids following them around etc.

On a weirder note had a freaky dream last night. I have multiple ones in a night- different topics and whatnot. This one was about the anti-christ. It was like... yes the world is going to end in 2069. Dunno if that meant anything.

-Leo

Hi there!

I'm 3 days away from being done stage 4:

So funny you brought up the kids following you around thing. I've had a few odd occurences of children, about 7-10yrs, follow me staring for long periods of time, or not moving along with me, but still staring hard for long periods. It's odd and creepy! This happened several times up to a week ago, I think it's finally stopped. I hated it! Almost got me into a bad situation with one of the parents, the kid wouldn't stop following me.

My guess is, it's the auras being built, but not quite done properly. So they're misfiring and children and animals may be more perceptive to such things for some reason. I am very interested in the two auras in AM6, and the 7 in SM3, but am unsure how they work and to be honest, doubted their legitimacy before. Looks like something is happening at least.

Just my two cents for you, you're not alone.