01-23-2015, 10:52 PM
Hey everyone. Going to be the 28th day of stage 1 tonight.
Been listening on regular speakers when I sleep of the masked tracks. I decided to purchase some Sleepfones so that I can sleep on my side any still get my dose!
Not much has been happening. Been fighting myself in terms of stopping porn and such. I have finally decided to make a commitment to do so! April 23rd is my goal. 3 months of torture!
As far as AM6 goes... I dont notice much. Well I do, body language is a bit better I think, as I had mentioned above, a woman who I was interested in before I started- I am no longer interested in her. I have been texting another, shes just as wild- perhaps a bit more! Same thing though, I am not that interested. Looking forward to stage 2. Looking forward to testing out some new audio equipment too.
Anyway, havent been posting much, just really havent seen the need. I have had some weird dreams for sure, but none relating to this- or what I think anyway.
If I were to say em, I might be hunted down by the N S A. Weird crap.
Might get this sentence canned because it may not belong but... I was watching the State of the Union address... all that came into my mind was "Wow everyone is so beta." Never thought I would say that.
Page 100 or so of Alpha Male 2.0 Good stuff. Been more perceptive of the social programming and the crap people have bought into. Dont trust the news... makes you fearful and well if your fearful the poweful peoples can pump more social crap into your head.
anyway...
Chin's up! Looking for the future.
I have also wanted to say that I have felt quite directionless. Not knowing what to do.
I think tonight I made up my mind.
I am going to start my own business soon. Got some tech ideas; A Tech company!
Been listening on regular speakers when I sleep of the masked tracks. I decided to purchase some Sleepfones so that I can sleep on my side any still get my dose!
Not much has been happening. Been fighting myself in terms of stopping porn and such. I have finally decided to make a commitment to do so! April 23rd is my goal. 3 months of torture!
As far as AM6 goes... I dont notice much. Well I do, body language is a bit better I think, as I had mentioned above, a woman who I was interested in before I started- I am no longer interested in her. I have been texting another, shes just as wild- perhaps a bit more! Same thing though, I am not that interested. Looking forward to stage 2. Looking forward to testing out some new audio equipment too.
Anyway, havent been posting much, just really havent seen the need. I have had some weird dreams for sure, but none relating to this- or what I think anyway.
If I were to say em, I might be hunted down by the N S A. Weird crap.
Might get this sentence canned because it may not belong but... I was watching the State of the Union address... all that came into my mind was "Wow everyone is so beta." Never thought I would say that.
Page 100 or so of Alpha Male 2.0 Good stuff. Been more perceptive of the social programming and the crap people have bought into. Dont trust the news... makes you fearful and well if your fearful the poweful peoples can pump more social crap into your head.
anyway...
Chin's up! Looking for the future.
I have also wanted to say that I have felt quite directionless. Not knowing what to do.
I think tonight I made up my mind.
I am going to start my own business soon. Got some tech ideas; A Tech company!
