06-08-2021, 06:21 AM
This is my second day of the third cycle.
I took a three day break before this, and before that did three days of a loop each (one had half a loop extra so I added on an extra day so there would be completion, since I was getting very angry).
The three days of break were relaxed, but emotional. I have had bouts of grief, for example seeing a picture of people in a war made my eyes well up with tears, hearing about something that had happened to a child I know also made me very emotional. I resolved several large conflicts I had, but I still feel like I could explode back at those people easily.
My work pace is still relatively slow but things are getting done. I've been offered a new job with a minor pay rise so that's something to look forward too.
Next two days will be days off.
I took a three day break before this, and before that did three days of a loop each (one had half a loop extra so I added on an extra day so there would be completion, since I was getting very angry).
The three days of break were relaxed, but emotional. I have had bouts of grief, for example seeing a picture of people in a war made my eyes well up with tears, hearing about something that had happened to a child I know also made me very emotional. I resolved several large conflicts I had, but I still feel like I could explode back at those people easily.
My work pace is still relatively slow but things are getting done. I've been offered a new job with a minor pay rise so that's something to look forward too.
Next two days will be days off.
