Fear Destruction Journal

[Noah Chandra]

I was instructed by supervisor to announce market achievement. But, that was no nervous. No gap in my words.

Also, it feels like i got my self to be arogant. But i kept stay with my wisdom.

And, as usually happens , vivid horrible dreams.

I found my self hard to breath (in my dream). "M..ha..m...ha...m...ha... Please, i'm not ready,yet. I'm scared of die" i said. The sense was like real.

I don't remember anymore. It's two or tree days ago.

I'm impressed with the resul, so far. Anxiety has been decreased at my work.

[Noah Chandra]

Yesterday, i was presenting a product to other personals in the store (work place). It's called "Product Knowladge".

I told them anything i knew with no fear. In fact i want it again. I kept my accent on the right place. It's like easy to talk in front of them.

Also, i used to be afraid to touch the computer in the cashier departement. Now, it's "my own".

And,

we had an even last morning. I saw my supervisor was hosting and did ask for something to the children that invited in the store. I started to give him a joke by raising my hand and acting like childhood. I didn't care of what other people in the store think about me.

I love it.

Can't wait for my second round with AM6.

[Noah Chandra]

Today, i went to a Bank. Did say hello to some people.

when i was there, the sense was like "World meet, me!" or "Hey, you , come here!" ... So i opened the door and facing many people in the room. I walked anywhere, here and there. In fact i stick on the central area and playing with my phone. Many people looked at me, most of them were women. I sticked with i wanted to do.

Oh my goodness, this my favorite sub.

But, i found a terrible like talking hardly to any dude.

[dissonance]

Hey what did you mean by this: "But, i found a terrible like talking hardly to any dude."

By the way, have you had any resistance or turbulence so far?

[JamesC71]

Noah Chandra don't freak out I've been using OF for the last two days myself and I've noticed I'm almost more anxious at the moment and I didn't think that was possible for me but seeing GeoDudes progress and changes after just over 6 months of use makes me think this sub and EPHRA may be the two most important subs offered

[Womanizer]

Same here except , i just get a rush of energy to the solar plexus chakra , and I can see the effect already.

[Noah Chandra]

Hey what did you mean by this: "But, i found a terrible like talking hardly to any dude."

By the way, have you had any resistance or turbulence so far?

I found my self like a boss. Talking like "You must do i tell you!". That's not good. I got bad response from my partner. In fact, he ignored me.