08-12-2020, 12:05 PM
Cycle 6 - Day 1:
Last night I didn't sleep the best, but even with that I'm not tired at all. One thing that I hate to write about and admit is about the lingering mental and physical effects of years and years of PMO. But one thing I can say for certain, for probably the first time ever in my life, is that I'm confident I'll fully recover and am over that. It's been weeks since I've done it and don't want to do it ever again. There are times where it feels like my body is being set back during the recovery from this, but it'll happen.
All day I've just felt overcome with this relaxed feeling, like I have no problems to worry about and soon everything will work out. Even though I've been furloughed from work for 4 months now with no end in sight to my furlough, I know in the end it'll work out and I'll be ok. In the past I would've been in full blown panic mode by now.
Last night I didn't sleep the best, but even with that I'm not tired at all. One thing that I hate to write about and admit is about the lingering mental and physical effects of years and years of PMO. But one thing I can say for certain, for probably the first time ever in my life, is that I'm confident I'll fully recover and am over that. It's been weeks since I've done it and don't want to do it ever again. There are times where it feels like my body is being set back during the recovery from this, but it'll happen.
All day I've just felt overcome with this relaxed feeling, like I have no problems to worry about and soon everything will work out. Even though I've been furloughed from work for 4 months now with no end in sight to my furlough, I know in the end it'll work out and I'll be ok. In the past I would've been in full blown panic mode by now.
