07-27-2020, 09:01 AM
Cycle 4 - Day 1:
Decided to go ahead and purchase the pre-order for LTU6. That one's going to be a monster and I can't wait for it. All day yesterday before listening to my loops for this new cycle I was regretting taking 3 days off, but that's what the instructions say so I'll follow those but I felt like 2 day break was enough and was itching to run OF again.
This morning woke up lethargic but was fine after I drank some coffee. Went out this morning to the store, and I"m back to being in my own little world with the "no care in the world" feeling. I don't even notice other people I just instinctively move in my own direction and do what I need to do. No fear, no anxiety, nothing. I'm a lot more confident and more direct when talking to people.
On my 2nd night of the break when I was asleep I had a dream where I was at an old lake house, and swimming there were these giant spiders (maybe scorpions idk) that I was terrified of when I was swimming. It was worse that they could swim and scared the ever living crap out of me. After I got out of the water they left the area and I eventually was swimming again more freely.
Decided to go ahead and purchase the pre-order for LTU6. That one's going to be a monster and I can't wait for it. All day yesterday before listening to my loops for this new cycle I was regretting taking 3 days off, but that's what the instructions say so I'll follow those but I felt like 2 day break was enough and was itching to run OF again.
This morning woke up lethargic but was fine after I drank some coffee. Went out this morning to the store, and I"m back to being in my own little world with the "no care in the world" feeling. I don't even notice other people I just instinctively move in my own direction and do what I need to do. No fear, no anxiety, nothing. I'm a lot more confident and more direct when talking to people.
On my 2nd night of the break when I was asleep I had a dream where I was at an old lake house, and swimming there were these giant spiders (maybe scorpions idk) that I was terrified of when I was swimming. It was worse that they could swim and scared the ever living crap out of me. After I got out of the water they left the area and I eventually was swimming again more freely.