05-22-2016, 02:01 PM
Stage 1, Day 32
It was an emotional rollercoaster.
1) I don't remember having such intense dreams on dying as I had in the first two weeks - me dying, dead bodies, coffins, tombs, etc. I even had a dream with one of my favourites Internet Marketers how he died, his body was in putrefaction and about to be buried. Net day, I felt sick and disgusted to go to sleep.
This shit stopped after two weeks, yet I still feel this fear that I will die and that I didn't do much with my life (or at least this is what I think about it).
2) I have a lot of compassion for my competition or people who have success in general.
I wasn't a hater before, yet I was quite jealous when I heard that someone succeeded in something. Now, I am quite happy in these situations. Also, I think I am calmer.
3) I hate paperwork from the button of my heart, no matter how important it might be. Despite this, I started to keep a fitness journal recording everything I'm doing at the gym.
Speaking about that, I don't remember having such a MASSIVE drive for working out. This week, I hit gym 5 days in a row doing serious stuff.
4) I enrolled in the Ramit Sethi's The Call to Action - copywriting course. One year ago, I didn't even think of the idea of paying such amount of money for an online course, no matter how valuable it might have been. Now, things have changed.
I don't want to make a career in copywriting. I just want to use it in my business and reach this level -> "it's ok, now let's move on". No mastery level, studying intensively, etc.
5) I need to put a balance in my life and have room for personal stuff. I want to make real money, provide value to my niche(s) but not at the expense of beautiful moments that pass away.
Around 60% of my time will be spent working on my business. There will be periods of hyperfocus alternating with periods of relaxation.
6) General business - 1
I reached this idea that I need to focus on one activity at a time until I master it. There is plenty of space for improvement, and I have solid plans for the next months to work on.
7) General business - 2
Before starting BASE, I joined an expensive IM, which has the potential for revenue. The big downside is that I depend on their platform. Of course, I can start building mine, but it's too technical, time-consuming and it will be in conflict with my principle of having some balance in life.
Since last Thursday, their platform was hacked. The week that comes I will take the decision if I ask for a refund or not.
8) Despite my shitty dreams and internal fear, surprisingly my confidence is up and stable.
9) Off-topic
I find it stupid to think or analyze this, but I receive a lot of looks from women in the street. Once I had to check my face thinking I have some food left
))
There are times when I feel charismatic and the respect from people I interact with.
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Starting June 1st, I will be unemployed and happy to pursue my dreams
I think I will post more often as I find it hard to remember what happened in the last 32 days and write it down in a logical and comprehensive manner.
All the best!
It was an emotional rollercoaster.
1) I don't remember having such intense dreams on dying as I had in the first two weeks - me dying, dead bodies, coffins, tombs, etc. I even had a dream with one of my favourites Internet Marketers how he died, his body was in putrefaction and about to be buried. Net day, I felt sick and disgusted to go to sleep.
This shit stopped after two weeks, yet I still feel this fear that I will die and that I didn't do much with my life (or at least this is what I think about it).
2) I have a lot of compassion for my competition or people who have success in general.
I wasn't a hater before, yet I was quite jealous when I heard that someone succeeded in something. Now, I am quite happy in these situations. Also, I think I am calmer.
3) I hate paperwork from the button of my heart, no matter how important it might be. Despite this, I started to keep a fitness journal recording everything I'm doing at the gym.
Speaking about that, I don't remember having such a MASSIVE drive for working out. This week, I hit gym 5 days in a row doing serious stuff.
4) I enrolled in the Ramit Sethi's The Call to Action - copywriting course. One year ago, I didn't even think of the idea of paying such amount of money for an online course, no matter how valuable it might have been. Now, things have changed.
I don't want to make a career in copywriting. I just want to use it in my business and reach this level -> "it's ok, now let's move on". No mastery level, studying intensively, etc.
5) I need to put a balance in my life and have room for personal stuff. I want to make real money, provide value to my niche(s) but not at the expense of beautiful moments that pass away.
Around 60% of my time will be spent working on my business. There will be periods of hyperfocus alternating with periods of relaxation.
6) General business - 1
I reached this idea that I need to focus on one activity at a time until I master it. There is plenty of space for improvement, and I have solid plans for the next months to work on.
7) General business - 2
Before starting BASE, I joined an expensive IM, which has the potential for revenue. The big downside is that I depend on their platform. Of course, I can start building mine, but it's too technical, time-consuming and it will be in conflict with my principle of having some balance in life.
Since last Thursday, their platform was hacked. The week that comes I will take the decision if I ask for a refund or not.
8) Despite my shitty dreams and internal fear, surprisingly my confidence is up and stable.
9) Off-topic
I find it stupid to think or analyze this, but I receive a lot of looks from women in the street. Once I had to check my face thinking I have some food left
)) There are times when I feel charismatic and the respect from people I interact with.
------
Starting June 1st, I will be unemployed and happy to pursue my dreams
I think I will post more often as I find it hard to remember what happened in the last 32 days and write it down in a logical and comprehensive manner.
All the best!
