EPRHA (Rise of the Phoenix)

[Tao374]

Day 65: So nothing to major to report but I feel like the sub is working on something big. I'm having a hard time sleeping at night and that's very unusual for me. Sometimes it feels like the drill from the movie "Armageddon" is drilling into my head. Pretty much exhausted right now but I've noticed every time I go through one of these cycles the sun shines brighter than ever when I get to the other side. On a side note I got a new job today. No more $8 hour . Not sure if it's related to this sub or not but probably didn't hurt (at least the self validation part). This is a really subtle sub; my relationships with people around me appear to be healing and/or getting better but if I don't stop to reflect on the changes I probably wouldn't notice them at all. I've had a few interested females lately but not quite what I'm looking for (why settle?). I think EPRHA is really making me more available for a relationship but I want to invest the energy into bettering myself right now and reap the fruits of an amazing relationship after I've made myself stronger and have my life more in order.

Thanks for reading and keep posting, your journals inspire me.