Day 35: Had a relapse over the weekend. Went out and drink pretty heavy. I had been doing so much better about that. I still think this sub is helping to get to the root of why I feel the need to drink and have sex all the time. One thing I have noticed that has been very surprising is my environment is starting to look different. Let me explain, I have a strong background in meditation and after a good meditation session the room around you will look much brighter and alive. Also, there is added depth or dimensional perception shift that goes along with this. Those of you that take psychedelic drugs may also be able to relate to this (however I don't recommend for your health, shortcuts have consequences and don't support long term growth). Anyways this is happening a lot lately and I haven't been meditating very much, just listening to this sub and working a lot. With a little more self discipline I think I'm going to continue to have amazing results with this sub.
Thanks for reading and good day.
Thanks for reading and good day.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current