01-03-2016, 06:09 AM
Okay so some of you may know I used EPHRA back last month for about 1.5 weeks.
But I am still embarrassed and shamed I think of the fact that the guys who hired me in the beginning had me meet him at a starbucks and even was trying to buy me something as a kind treat for the first time at the job kinda thing......
But now that it ended the way it did, I still feel shame and like that mode of SMH (shaking my head) and cant stop thinking about that certain event like how well it started and how horrible it ended......and I cant stop thinking about the 2 in particular that controlled my fate at the company and how much I am still mad at them which doesnt seem to go away.....so I am wondering that if I go back to EPHRA will this permanently remove the scar from my mind or should I just go with OGSF??
But I am still embarrassed and shamed I think of the fact that the guys who hired me in the beginning had me meet him at a starbucks and even was trying to buy me something as a kind treat for the first time at the job kinda thing......
But now that it ended the way it did, I still feel shame and like that mode of SMH (shaking my head) and cant stop thinking about that certain event like how well it started and how horrible it ended......and I cant stop thinking about the 2 in particular that controlled my fate at the company and how much I am still mad at them which doesnt seem to go away.....so I am wondering that if I go back to EPHRA will this permanently remove the scar from my mind or should I just go with OGSF??