05-10-2022, 05:08 PM
I am realizing that even though I know the harsh and unfair judgements and treatment of others to have been hypocritical, unfair and based on self projected bullshit, I still hold onto it because I still have a part of me that at the very least fears it may be valid. This part of me that is deeply ashamed and resentful. This part of me stands in the way of forgiveness and healing and self love, and I'm having a hard time changing it. It is very beautiful and sunny out today, but I am in a very painful emotional place and as such, am in a bad mood, to put things mildly.
I'm sure UH is working, but I feel as though I've hit some sort of snag that I really want to get past, and don't know what to do. Hopefully, the UH will keep doing it's thing and I'll make it past this hurtle. I am trying to meditate in order to facilitate the process. Hard time with that as well.
I'm sure UH is working, but I feel as though I've hit some sort of snag that I really want to get past, and don't know what to do. Hopefully, the UH will keep doing it's thing and I'll make it past this hurtle. I am trying to meditate in order to facilitate the process. Hard time with that as well.
