02-05-2022, 10:47 AM
Welp. I can definitely tell the E5 is doing it's work. I dunno exactly what it's working on, but it had me in my bed shedding mild tears. About what? *Shrug*
Guess we'll just have to see where it's going with this. Instead of some sort of profound conscious realization or epiphany, it is just a process I am FEELING occuring. Very much being kept to my subconscious, I can tell. But I feel it working. The emotional healing is such a serious process I swear I'm even feeling it physically to some extent. Can't explain it. Very emotional though. You know what I'm feeling like right now? A woman. This is some womanly shit, just being hit with emotions from seemingly out of nowhere and not knowing why or what it's all about. Just that it feels intense and you feel like tearing up. That is not a phenomenon typically associated with the male experience, but I'm having it right now. That's for sure. Eh, I dunno, maybe it's my piss poor relationship with my own feminine aspect being worked on rn *Shrug*
Guess we'll just have to see as time moves on.
Guess we'll just have to see where it's going with this. Instead of some sort of profound conscious realization or epiphany, it is just a process I am FEELING occuring. Very much being kept to my subconscious, I can tell. But I feel it working. The emotional healing is such a serious process I swear I'm even feeling it physically to some extent. Can't explain it. Very emotional though. You know what I'm feeling like right now? A woman. This is some womanly shit, just being hit with emotions from seemingly out of nowhere and not knowing why or what it's all about. Just that it feels intense and you feel like tearing up. That is not a phenomenon typically associated with the male experience, but I'm having it right now. That's for sure. Eh, I dunno, maybe it's my piss poor relationship with my own feminine aspect being worked on rn *Shrug*
Guess we'll just have to see as time moves on.
