02-03-2022, 01:07 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-03-2022, 01:11 AM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
So I got steroidal cream for my eczema and started putting lots of it onto my hands. We'll see how much that helps and speeds things along.
One interesting thing is that I keep waking up from my sleep. My dreams are more vivid too. In one of my dreams tonight, my tooth that got the crown taken off and replaced with a plastic temporary bwas hurting something fierce, as well as irl. And in the dream, I kept messing with it and the crown ca.e off, taking some tooth with it. I woke up, found my tooth and temporary plastic crown to be fine, went back to sleep, but started doing some sort of weird energetic healing stuff intuitively to focus healing energy at my tooth. I was in an altered state. Then it started hurting WAYY less and I went back to sleep. It feels much better now upon awaking again.
Also, when in those in-between states between waking and sleeping, I do manifestation stuff. I am increasingly getting better at the becoming method. The fearful thoughts which used to disrupt the session have now disappeared! This makes it MUCH easier to do the method. I have replaced my fears and doubts surrounding it with a kind of confident assuredness that everything is coming to me in perfect timing, and the hows are a surprise to be revealed when the time is perfectly right. Adopting this mentality has also helped to alleviate the fears immensely. I am uncertain how much of a role the program is playing, vs my own efforts to work on it before using the program. But once I started nursing it, a lot of that fear has been increasingly easier to deal with and let go of! Each time I do the becoming method, the fear is less and less of a problem. I was completely uninterrupted upon awaking and using the method tonight!
Oh, also the canker sores are pretty much gone at this point, but those were on their way out when I started using this program.
As for the eczema, that's definitely healing, but I still have it.
But it's definitely less extreme now than it was yesterday. Or at least that's how it seems atm. It should be noted though that that's what I ? ught upon awaking yesterday, only to find it still was QUITE itchy and irritated. Still, with UH and the steroidal cream, I have the means to speed up the healing on that.
One interesting thing is that I keep waking up from my sleep. My dreams are more vivid too. In one of my dreams tonight, my tooth that got the crown taken off and replaced with a plastic temporary bwas hurting something fierce, as well as irl. And in the dream, I kept messing with it and the crown ca.e off, taking some tooth with it. I woke up, found my tooth and temporary plastic crown to be fine, went back to sleep, but started doing some sort of weird energetic healing stuff intuitively to focus healing energy at my tooth. I was in an altered state. Then it started hurting WAYY less and I went back to sleep. It feels much better now upon awaking again.
Also, when in those in-between states between waking and sleeping, I do manifestation stuff. I am increasingly getting better at the becoming method. The fearful thoughts which used to disrupt the session have now disappeared! This makes it MUCH easier to do the method. I have replaced my fears and doubts surrounding it with a kind of confident assuredness that everything is coming to me in perfect timing, and the hows are a surprise to be revealed when the time is perfectly right. Adopting this mentality has also helped to alleviate the fears immensely. I am uncertain how much of a role the program is playing, vs my own efforts to work on it before using the program. But once I started nursing it, a lot of that fear has been increasingly easier to deal with and let go of! Each time I do the becoming method, the fear is less and less of a problem. I was completely uninterrupted upon awaking and using the method tonight!
Oh, also the canker sores are pretty much gone at this point, but those were on their way out when I started using this program.
As for the eczema, that's definitely healing, but I still have it.
But it's definitely less extreme now than it was yesterday. Or at least that's how it seems atm. It should be noted though that that's what I ? ught upon awaking yesterday, only to find it still was QUITE itchy and irritated. Still, with UH and the steroidal cream, I have the means to speed up the healing on that.
