11-04-2020, 09:38 AM
Day 1 of carpetbombing. I'll had been missing my phone for a bit, so once again I had to go for a bit without yhe sub. Fortunately that was during bloom at tge end of a month, so only a few days were missed. Ima make up for it with a day or 2 of carpetbombing then put it back to a regular schedule.
I am constantly getting indicator after indicator og what I need to do, and that I will see massive success (possibly quickly) if I do.
It DOES conflict with my college thing however. I mighy be able to get this all back on track though.
I am also being given an oddjob that could payout at around 50 bucks again. I am scheduled to do another online audio transcription assignment at about noon tomorrow. And my mom is saying she will pay me 25 dollars if I fond something of hers that is missing
Also, mom owes me 150 dollars for my birthday. I'm gonna need that.
There is an anti-procrastination course I could take that will be able to help me, with a guy on Youtube named Alexander Grace. Smart guy. I would recommend giving his videos a watch.
As far as emotions are concerned, it is Scorpio season amd I am embracing it. I was really working through some shit over the friendship breakup and the abandonment trauma it triggered. I've been learning more about healing from trauma.
I am also learning mire about LoA/manifestation/"becoming". I have finally accepted that I deserved better than the mistreatment and neglect I have experienced, I am struggling to forgive.
I am constantly getting indicator after indicator og what I need to do, and that I will see massive success (possibly quickly) if I do.
It DOES conflict with my college thing however. I mighy be able to get this all back on track though.
I am also being given an oddjob that could payout at around 50 bucks again. I am scheduled to do another online audio transcription assignment at about noon tomorrow. And my mom is saying she will pay me 25 dollars if I fond something of hers that is missing
Also, mom owes me 150 dollars for my birthday. I'm gonna need that.
There is an anti-procrastination course I could take that will be able to help me, with a guy on Youtube named Alexander Grace. Smart guy. I would recommend giving his videos a watch.
As far as emotions are concerned, it is Scorpio season amd I am embracing it. I was really working through some shit over the friendship breakup and the abandonment trauma it triggered. I've been learning more about healing from trauma.
I am also learning mire about LoA/manifestation/"becoming". I have finally accepted that I deserved better than the mistreatment and neglect I have experienced, I am struggling to forgive.
