02-27-2020, 07:23 AM
Once again, things have reset. Now its day 1 of carpetbombing.
Also, begun work with another mentor who is offering me teaching in getting an understanding of the fundamental blueprint of consciousness as they see it.
First lesson is to gain a clearer understanding of the unconscious self by directly exposing myself to fear "the more irrational the better" My greatest fears are too irrational to expose myself to and what is more, inadvisable anyway. So the advice was given to do public speaking, but I'm fine with public speaking and stage fright isn't a big deal for me. So I figured maybe cold approaching women. But I dunno what to do. When I have time, I will look up some generally useful tips and then I'll just do it. It doesn't matter if I get rejected, so long as I face my fear of the unknown and get a better sense of personal clarity in doing so.
Also, begun work with another mentor who is offering me teaching in getting an understanding of the fundamental blueprint of consciousness as they see it.
First lesson is to gain a clearer understanding of the unconscious self by directly exposing myself to fear "the more irrational the better" My greatest fears are too irrational to expose myself to and what is more, inadvisable anyway. So the advice was given to do public speaking, but I'm fine with public speaking and stage fright isn't a big deal for me. So I figured maybe cold approaching women. But I dunno what to do. When I have time, I will look up some generally useful tips and then I'll just do it. It doesn't matter if I get rejected, so long as I face my fear of the unknown and get a better sense of personal clarity in doing so.
