07-13-2017, 08:45 PM
Day 21:
So it seems as if my marriage has come to an end. Unfortunately there's been something missing in our connection for a while and it can no longer be ignored. I'm beginning to think to that this must happen in order for me to heal the way I need to as my marriage has been a source of misery and frustration for me for a while now. I do acknowledge mistakes that I have made and I have learned better from them. Right now though, I know that my self improvement and finances are my main priorities and I have nothing left to give to my marriage emotionally right now.
I feel the sub is helping play a part in this process by attracting this opportunity to help me heal properly by removing a source of negativity in my life. It isn't all bad between us it just seems we've outgrown each other and are two very different people now. I know also some of my issues from the past played a part and I'm working on those. She has her ways too lol, I wish her the best of luck. I know the sub is helping with seeing the positive in this and helping me maintain emotional maturity through this process.
So it seems as if my marriage has come to an end. Unfortunately there's been something missing in our connection for a while and it can no longer be ignored. I'm beginning to think to that this must happen in order for me to heal the way I need to as my marriage has been a source of misery and frustration for me for a while now. I do acknowledge mistakes that I have made and I have learned better from them. Right now though, I know that my self improvement and finances are my main priorities and I have nothing left to give to my marriage emotionally right now.
I feel the sub is helping play a part in this process by attracting this opportunity to help me heal properly by removing a source of negativity in my life. It isn't all bad between us it just seems we've outgrown each other and are two very different people now. I know also some of my issues from the past played a part and I'm working on those. She has her ways too lol, I wish her the best of luck. I know the sub is helping with seeing the positive in this and helping me maintain emotional maturity through this process.
