(11-25-2018, 06:36 PM)Benjamin Wrote: One morning I come up with ideas for E3 as it may be something i'll use at some stage. I don't know if I remembered all of them.
-Attracting supportive friends both in general and towards your healing, long term, genuine friends.
-Attract supportive people in general to help your healing, whoever they might be.
-Improve relationships in general with friends, family, other people.
-Increased focus on healing abandonment, feelings of rejection, loneliness.
-Being able to cope with life.
-Heal dependence on others (eg parents), foster independence.
-Find and live by your own values.
-Finding what legitimiately fulfills you.
Considering where my head was today Ben, I found finding what legitimately fulfills you to be a sacred desire. In fact, today I hit on something related to this while thinking about success. I realized that although I like my job, and it's a gift currently, it's not what truly fulfills me. The job isn't the problem; the problem is I've pasted someone else's goals and ideals about life onto my own, and I forgot my own desires. Today, I had this hunch that "maybe I'm just punching a timeclock every day so I will avoid conflict".
I'm finding USLM is waking me up to my real desires, not the "safe, normal" social requirements. I also wonder if USLM is already scripted to help us see our own self-deception.
I want to be FREE!
