09-11-2017, 03:35 PM
Had no intention of posting again so soon, but execute week is starting off unexpectedly. Went out for a couple of minutes to pick up take-out and found myself smiling involuntarily at nearly every pedestrian or passing car as if they were a cute pet that had just done something adorable. The food place had CNN on, which I watched as they prepared my order, and, against all logic or reason, I still couldn't stop smiling. It felt like a totally inappropriate response to my surroundings, but I just kept smiling. At home, before or after? No uncontrollable urge to smile. Strange.
Might not be related to UD, but, if not, I have no second theory. Definitely a 180-degree departure from the night-time horror reel. If this continues, alternating weeks could start feeling a bit bipolar until I find balance. If it's a waking/sleeping thing, I could end up feeling like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Sandman. Still completely at sea here, as none of these are observations that I'd expected to be reporting on this sub.
Might not be related to UD, but, if not, I have no second theory. Definitely a 180-degree departure from the night-time horror reel. If this continues, alternating weeks could start feeling a bit bipolar until I find balance. If it's a waking/sleeping thing, I could end up feeling like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Sandman. Still completely at sea here, as none of these are observations that I'd expected to be reporting on this sub.
