09-10-2017, 07:25 AM
Since the Universal Detox journals still seem to be in short supply, I'll toss one up. I've seen too many people assuming what results will be (myself included) and too few knowing how anyone actually responds to it. For those who missed my last DMSI journal post, I started UD last Monday.
As far as any physical detox goes, I'm skewing the sub results hard on that one. For one, my "detox stack" (as others might call it) has favored lipotropics, hepatoprotective flavonoids, choleretics, cholagogues, and enzyme-supporting minerals for months. For another, my typical diet isn't exactly most people's standard. 95% of my beverage consumption is bottled water, and the remaining 5% is usually coconut water or herbal tea. I've avoided soda for the last 60% of my life and could never stomach coffee. My food choices tend to be based on bodily reactions/needs, not on the food's taste, popularity, familiarity, calories, or convenience. So my starting point may not be very relatable. And hasn't changed on UD so far.
After my first week on UD, the only things that I can claim to have observed are one brief bout of unexplained euphoria, memorable horror-story nightmares worse than any in my life (pulling me through muck that I didn't know lived inside me), forgotten nightmares strong enough to have woken me up, general disorientation, a lack of interest in work, and a boatload of negative emotions (mostly sadness, paranoia, frustration, self-loathing, doubt, despair). Feels a lot like E1, but deeper, darker, broader, and (while sleeping) narrated by Hammer films. (No, I don't watch broadcast TV, so, if anything's been getting Halloween-ier as October approaches, I haven't seen it.) Doesn't feel as emotionally-shielded as I'd hope for it be, if it even is. Shannon's hit something visceral and very personally unsettling here. "Creep-tastic" feels like the appropriate adjective.
I've seen no obvious benefits just yet, and, if you've read my DMSI journal, you know that my feedback's usually more about observations and epiphanies while on the sub than opinions about the sub. I'd detail the nightmares observationally, but I'm not sure if that's wise while others face their own monsters. My usage is similar to my recent DMSI usage: recommended loops or higher, US/FLAC, alternating input (listening) and execute (non-listening) weeks, since something added to the 5.5G skeleton script (circa DMSI 3.0.1) keeps me mostly in input mode on listening days.
As far as any physical detox goes, I'm skewing the sub results hard on that one. For one, my "detox stack" (as others might call it) has favored lipotropics, hepatoprotective flavonoids, choleretics, cholagogues, and enzyme-supporting minerals for months. For another, my typical diet isn't exactly most people's standard. 95% of my beverage consumption is bottled water, and the remaining 5% is usually coconut water or herbal tea. I've avoided soda for the last 60% of my life and could never stomach coffee. My food choices tend to be based on bodily reactions/needs, not on the food's taste, popularity, familiarity, calories, or convenience. So my starting point may not be very relatable. And hasn't changed on UD so far.
After my first week on UD, the only things that I can claim to have observed are one brief bout of unexplained euphoria, memorable horror-story nightmares worse than any in my life (pulling me through muck that I didn't know lived inside me), forgotten nightmares strong enough to have woken me up, general disorientation, a lack of interest in work, and a boatload of negative emotions (mostly sadness, paranoia, frustration, self-loathing, doubt, despair). Feels a lot like E1, but deeper, darker, broader, and (while sleeping) narrated by Hammer films. (No, I don't watch broadcast TV, so, if anything's been getting Halloween-ier as October approaches, I haven't seen it.) Doesn't feel as emotionally-shielded as I'd hope for it be, if it even is. Shannon's hit something visceral and very personally unsettling here. "Creep-tastic" feels like the appropriate adjective.
I've seen no obvious benefits just yet, and, if you've read my DMSI journal, you know that my feedback's usually more about observations and epiphanies while on the sub than opinions about the sub. I'd detail the nightmares observationally, but I'm not sure if that's wise while others face their own monsters. My usage is similar to my recent DMSI usage: recommended loops or higher, US/FLAC, alternating input (listening) and execute (non-listening) weeks, since something added to the 5.5G skeleton script (circa DMSI 3.0.1) keeps me mostly in input mode on listening days.