12-17-2025, 08:01 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-17-2025, 08:08 AM by EvolvingPhoenix.)
So I'm not sure what to go with next, now that I'm done with my latest run of E7.
I'm choosing between an AYP sub (AYPJRL or AYPORL), MLS (an older version) or MMv1. I don't have the money for a new sub and I want to use something else because while I'm grateful for the progress made with EHPRA (especially E7) I feel like I'm tired of only ever focusing on self healing and probably have reached that unconscious boredom phase of subliminal usage.
I've been wanting to use an MYP or an AYP sub for a long time now, but the versions I have are rather outdated and an updated version of AYPRL is (according to Shannon) planned for sometime in the nearer future.
So if I wait to get it, I'll still wanna use something else. I could use MM and get m finances in order, but I'm not sure how well MMv1 did or did not work when I used it because it was subtle. On the other hand, MLS could be useful for learning a simple instrument like harmonica and improving songwriting so I can make music, but I have a number of issues limiting the full usage I could get out of it lately. The AYP sub could get me what I want most lately, but It's such an old version I'll have to basically play my phone for 8 hours straight every night and it sounds like it'll take at least half a year on average to get the results if I properly set it and forget it, which is easier to do if I wait and use an up to date version that probably tales like 15 to 60 minutes for a single loop and doesn't require an 8 hour time commitment every on day. Although knowing current Gen subs it could be a multi stage set when it gets released but will probably be more powerful and effective, maybe even take less time. But I'll need to have the money and don't know if I will.
So pros and cons laid out, I think I'm lookin at:
AYP(J/O)RL - 8 hour time commitment per on day, 6-12 month time commitment, possible failure to properly execute and older tech being less powerful, but I get an ideal girlfriend if I do properly execute and I don't have to keep waiting just to pull the trigger, which I'm sick of.
MM - Pro: more money. I like money. Who doesn't, except maybe a communist or something. And they don't really hate money, they hate not having it or maybe other people having more of it. Cons: I dunno how much more money I'll be getting than I otherwise would, so I don't know how much or how little it will have been worth the time.
MLS: Pros - learn new skills I want to develop, such as songwriting, lyricism, Harmonica, cooking skills, metal growling, rapping, musical improvisation (be it singing, rapping or whatever) and maybe some other cool stuff I'm interested in. Cons - I can't access a lot of the heavy metal type beats I purchased that I wanted to write songs for and my house is so chaotic lately with lengthy renovations that have gone on for half a year and might be going on for another 6 or so months before everything is in order that I can barely find any of the stuff I usually use to make music with, so I'm probably better off waiting until things are in order first and Savin that for later. Pulling the trigger on an AYP sub is a lot easier than pulling the trigger on songwriting lately and frankly I can still make progress at being a siner/songwriter by just focusing on vocal exercises so my singing itself is better. Plenty of YT videos that are useful towards that end are free. Also, Harmonica should be an easy instrument anyway. Guilt, shame and fear are .y biggest creative setbacks and other subs are better for clearing those issues.
Writing that, I feel I should hold off on MLS, so it's between MMv1 and AYP(J/O)RL.
Improving my finances could be REALLY helpful towards a lot of things, but it looks like my job interview for a full time $16/hr job within walking distance of my house (I live with my folks, taking care of rent, utilities and food expenses) which (at full time) comes with PTO and full benefits went well and I'll probably get the job as soon as I get drug tested and the results come back clean. So how much difference will MM REALLY make? I honestly don't know.
You know what? I should probably pull the trigger on the AYP sub. Thanks @Shannon for the advice! The pro/con list was petty helpful!
Okay, so unless anyone else has ay advice that changes my perspective, I'ma go with AYP(J/O)RL. Now I just need to decide which of the two subs to go with. Probably J cuz I'm kind of a weeb. If so, I'll just post here when I've started and then stop posting until the results occur.
I'm choosing between an AYP sub (AYPJRL or AYPORL), MLS (an older version) or MMv1. I don't have the money for a new sub and I want to use something else because while I'm grateful for the progress made with EHPRA (especially E7) I feel like I'm tired of only ever focusing on self healing and probably have reached that unconscious boredom phase of subliminal usage.
I've been wanting to use an MYP or an AYP sub for a long time now, but the versions I have are rather outdated and an updated version of AYPRL is (according to Shannon) planned for sometime in the nearer future.
So if I wait to get it, I'll still wanna use something else. I could use MM and get m finances in order, but I'm not sure how well MMv1 did or did not work when I used it because it was subtle. On the other hand, MLS could be useful for learning a simple instrument like harmonica and improving songwriting so I can make music, but I have a number of issues limiting the full usage I could get out of it lately. The AYP sub could get me what I want most lately, but It's such an old version I'll have to basically play my phone for 8 hours straight every night and it sounds like it'll take at least half a year on average to get the results if I properly set it and forget it, which is easier to do if I wait and use an up to date version that probably tales like 15 to 60 minutes for a single loop and doesn't require an 8 hour time commitment every on day. Although knowing current Gen subs it could be a multi stage set when it gets released but will probably be more powerful and effective, maybe even take less time. But I'll need to have the money and don't know if I will.
So pros and cons laid out, I think I'm lookin at:
AYP(J/O)RL - 8 hour time commitment per on day, 6-12 month time commitment, possible failure to properly execute and older tech being less powerful, but I get an ideal girlfriend if I do properly execute and I don't have to keep waiting just to pull the trigger, which I'm sick of.
MM - Pro: more money. I like money. Who doesn't, except maybe a communist or something. And they don't really hate money, they hate not having it or maybe other people having more of it. Cons: I dunno how much more money I'll be getting than I otherwise would, so I don't know how much or how little it will have been worth the time.
MLS: Pros - learn new skills I want to develop, such as songwriting, lyricism, Harmonica, cooking skills, metal growling, rapping, musical improvisation (be it singing, rapping or whatever) and maybe some other cool stuff I'm interested in. Cons - I can't access a lot of the heavy metal type beats I purchased that I wanted to write songs for and my house is so chaotic lately with lengthy renovations that have gone on for half a year and might be going on for another 6 or so months before everything is in order that I can barely find any of the stuff I usually use to make music with, so I'm probably better off waiting until things are in order first and Savin that for later. Pulling the trigger on an AYP sub is a lot easier than pulling the trigger on songwriting lately and frankly I can still make progress at being a siner/songwriter by just focusing on vocal exercises so my singing itself is better. Plenty of YT videos that are useful towards that end are free. Also, Harmonica should be an easy instrument anyway. Guilt, shame and fear are .y biggest creative setbacks and other subs are better for clearing those issues.
Writing that, I feel I should hold off on MLS, so it's between MMv1 and AYP(J/O)RL.
Improving my finances could be REALLY helpful towards a lot of things, but it looks like my job interview for a full time $16/hr job within walking distance of my house (I live with my folks, taking care of rent, utilities and food expenses) which (at full time) comes with PTO and full benefits went well and I'll probably get the job as soon as I get drug tested and the results come back clean. So how much difference will MM REALLY make? I honestly don't know.
You know what? I should probably pull the trigger on the AYP sub. Thanks @Shannon for the advice! The pro/con list was petty helpful!
Okay, so unless anyone else has ay advice that changes my perspective, I'ma go with AYP(J/O)RL. Now I just need to decide which of the two subs to go with. Probably J cuz I'm kind of a weeb. If so, I'll just post here when I've started and then stop posting until the results occur.
E1 (3m) > E2 (6m) > E3 (3m) > UMSv1 (1.33 y) > MLS (1 yr) > UH (1yr)

