06-30-2014, 12:57 PM
You might be right in this one sarge, I've had a few 'coming to terms with' - if that's what they are - dreams, one where I embraced this scared little guy who was injured and nervous, I think that was coming to terms with all of my anxieties about work.
Ive had a few arguments recently and they've surprised me. My uncle always comes over and starts getting angry about something I've done wrong,
I've never been able to argue without losing it. This time I was just firm - he started having pop at me for losing something of his and I couldn't even remember using it - I firmly told him to calm down, and that he could start crying and moaning if I don't find it and it totally shut him up - I then found it and gave it to him without saying a word or gloating or anything and he was visibly stunned to silence.
Everyone is fixing their finances and getting organised - I seem to be rowing the same. Organised a trainer to put me on a strict regime at the gym. Ordering ingredients to my house so I can make lunch for the whole week - actually did that, made this protein greens concoction which I just put into Tupperware in the morning and take for lunch.
I get hit with depression still when I go to work meetings and I look stupid, I find it hard to contribute because I'm dyslexic and slow on the uptake but I tapped it and don't care now. Just have to try again. Everything else I do good.
My business is moving slowly but surely. But because it's on the side I don't make enough time - I'm gonna have to just slog it every day after work for a set time until I get my momentum up.
I don really care about socialising and I fear, stil, becoming the quiet wierd guy with no social skills but guess that's just another target for tapping.
Ive had a few arguments recently and they've surprised me. My uncle always comes over and starts getting angry about something I've done wrong,
I've never been able to argue without losing it. This time I was just firm - he started having pop at me for losing something of his and I couldn't even remember using it - I firmly told him to calm down, and that he could start crying and moaning if I don't find it and it totally shut him up - I then found it and gave it to him without saying a word or gloating or anything and he was visibly stunned to silence.
Everyone is fixing their finances and getting organised - I seem to be rowing the same. Organised a trainer to put me on a strict regime at the gym. Ordering ingredients to my house so I can make lunch for the whole week - actually did that, made this protein greens concoction which I just put into Tupperware in the morning and take for lunch.
I get hit with depression still when I go to work meetings and I look stupid, I find it hard to contribute because I'm dyslexic and slow on the uptake but I tapped it and don't care now. Just have to try again. Everything else I do good.
My business is moving slowly but surely. But because it's on the side I don't make enough time - I'm gonna have to just slog it every day after work for a set time until I get my momentum up.
I don really care about socialising and I fear, stil, becoming the quiet wierd guy with no social skills but guess that's just another target for tapping.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
