05-13-2014, 12:20 PM
Proceeding as ever. Slowly, and with difficulty.
On the plus side I'm noticing a strong desire to focus on my talents rather than fit myself in with what the world wants of me. The scary part is that I know I'm going to have to take a plunge in order to cut my own path, start my own business and quit my job.
Just got to get over this laziness which is messing me up. I'm behind at work - not delivering and the team I work for is noticing. They can see that I'm drowning and have little sympathy. I just have to do what I can now. It's gonna be messy on the way out but I'm determined to give it my all and go out swinging.
Girls seem to respond to me better. I've noticed girls being a little more comfortable around me, being in my space, and I also catch them looking at me (I'm really not attractive in any normal sense so this is strange).
On the business side I'm making moves and realising I can't rely on anyone to make them for me.
On the plus side I'm noticing a strong desire to focus on my talents rather than fit myself in with what the world wants of me. The scary part is that I know I'm going to have to take a plunge in order to cut my own path, start my own business and quit my job.
Just got to get over this laziness which is messing me up. I'm behind at work - not delivering and the team I work for is noticing. They can see that I'm drowning and have little sympathy. I just have to do what I can now. It's gonna be messy on the way out but I'm determined to give it my all and go out swinging.
Girls seem to respond to me better. I've noticed girls being a little more comfortable around me, being in my space, and I also catch them looking at me (I'm really not attractive in any normal sense so this is strange).
On the business side I'm making moves and realising I can't rely on anyone to make them for me.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
