10-29-2016, 10:15 PM
Switched to DMSI 2.5. I suppose it's been a few days, may be a week and a half. But with high loads of work, and last week of staying up really late to finish assignments two days in a row that I skipped a few sessions of listening to DMSI. I also learned that I may have messed up with playing the playlist that it may have played only one loop as opposed to multiple loops that is suggested by Shannon. (3 loops for this one, and 5 for previous one was it?) I just learned of this a few days ago, finding that the phone on dock stopped playing after one loop..... In this case, it can be that I only got to listen to the phone playing V2.3 and V2.4 entire thing playing one loop only, instead of playing the entire playlist. Very shameful, and makes me wonder, why iPhone does weird stuff like that......
Given the above, perhaps my feeling that something was going on during V2.2 was due to my listening to it on computer, instead of playing it on a phone during the sleep. At least, computer was playing the right amount of loops. However, it more difficult to continuously listening to the whole thing. So I will need to see more to assess the result more fully, and I hope that the phone does not mess with me from now on!
As far as of now, I haven't seen any changes in women's behavior around me. My hostility/negativity of others is non existent. But I wonder if this was an extension from my being disappointed in academia, and the courses I am taking in general. Right now, I am wondering about my future plans, and nothing seems so clear. I plan to contact a few institutions after the coming exam, and hopefully they will give me a better guidance to what I should do next.
Other than being slightly more concerned about my path and my future, and more irritation/frustration, (which come and go, and now at a pretty low level) I haven't noticed anything different inside me. But I noticed something interesting.
After the long Tuesday - Thursday, I was able to fix the loop issue and listen to the subs every nights. And since I did that, I heard neighbor having sex every night. (Except today, but who knows I may catch them in the act when I go to bed.) But one weird thing was that I was in bed watching a video, and I think I heard my neighbor having sex. I took earphones off, and that sound was gone. I put them back on again, and I heard the sound again. I took them off again, and the sound was gone. Within last two nights, I heard neighbor having sex three times, (2 in my bedroom side and one in my living room side), and out of 3, I am sure two of them were just like what I described. (One, I am not so sure I lost the track of the sound when I took the earpieces off.)
Soooo, I am now starting to question if I am hearing things that is not there, and this developed within last two days, and this happened as I listened the subs two days in a row with supposedly corrected loop numbers. (I am not 100% sure as I didn't stay up entire time to check. )
Based on this, I can say interesting dynamics is going on with the DMSI 2.5.
1. It is making me hear people having sex, even when nobody is having sex.
2. It is making my neighbors having more sex. I caught my bedroom side couple doing it twice before, (one time was really vivid simultaneous orgasm of the guy and the girl, and the other time was the guy getting a blow or handjob. ), but I never caught my living room side neighbor. Perhaps it was coming from above, and in that case, I may have heard upstair neighbor having sex before, so it isn't too unusual. However, what is unusual is that I never caught them having sex too frequently. In fact I have heard only about 3~4 in total in about 1 year and 3~4 months of living in this place (except the last few days, which should add to 6 incidents of catching neighbors in action). Therefore, if it is the case that I have caught my neighbors in action, then I suppose the sub is making the neighbors having more sex. (by a lot)
Both scenarios are depressing. If 1 is the case, then the sub is causing me to hear aural hallucinations (and BTW, I never had a hallucination before or heard things), which can be dangerous that I should stop listening. If 2 is the case, it seems to be doing my neighbors huge favor, while adding envy, jealousy, horniness, and eventually melancholia and depression to me.
Interesting dynamics, but both concerning and saddening in certain sense.
I am going to listen to these for a few more days (I know that I may have to stop one or two days for my exam preparation as I may end up staying up very late with little sleep time. Besides, I can't allow mental energy drain in that time, so I am more likely to stop DMSI for those periods)
Hopefully, I will figure out that it is safe (that I am not hallucinating) and not only beneficial to those around me only.
Given the above, perhaps my feeling that something was going on during V2.2 was due to my listening to it on computer, instead of playing it on a phone during the sleep. At least, computer was playing the right amount of loops. However, it more difficult to continuously listening to the whole thing. So I will need to see more to assess the result more fully, and I hope that the phone does not mess with me from now on!
As far as of now, I haven't seen any changes in women's behavior around me. My hostility/negativity of others is non existent. But I wonder if this was an extension from my being disappointed in academia, and the courses I am taking in general. Right now, I am wondering about my future plans, and nothing seems so clear. I plan to contact a few institutions after the coming exam, and hopefully they will give me a better guidance to what I should do next.
Other than being slightly more concerned about my path and my future, and more irritation/frustration, (which come and go, and now at a pretty low level) I haven't noticed anything different inside me. But I noticed something interesting.
After the long Tuesday - Thursday, I was able to fix the loop issue and listen to the subs every nights. And since I did that, I heard neighbor having sex every night. (Except today, but who knows I may catch them in the act when I go to bed.) But one weird thing was that I was in bed watching a video, and I think I heard my neighbor having sex. I took earphones off, and that sound was gone. I put them back on again, and I heard the sound again. I took them off again, and the sound was gone. Within last two nights, I heard neighbor having sex three times, (2 in my bedroom side and one in my living room side), and out of 3, I am sure two of them were just like what I described. (One, I am not so sure I lost the track of the sound when I took the earpieces off.)
Soooo, I am now starting to question if I am hearing things that is not there, and this developed within last two days, and this happened as I listened the subs two days in a row with supposedly corrected loop numbers. (I am not 100% sure as I didn't stay up entire time to check. )
Based on this, I can say interesting dynamics is going on with the DMSI 2.5.
1. It is making me hear people having sex, even when nobody is having sex.
2. It is making my neighbors having more sex. I caught my bedroom side couple doing it twice before, (one time was really vivid simultaneous orgasm of the guy and the girl, and the other time was the guy getting a blow or handjob. ), but I never caught my living room side neighbor. Perhaps it was coming from above, and in that case, I may have heard upstair neighbor having sex before, so it isn't too unusual. However, what is unusual is that I never caught them having sex too frequently. In fact I have heard only about 3~4 in total in about 1 year and 3~4 months of living in this place (except the last few days, which should add to 6 incidents of catching neighbors in action). Therefore, if it is the case that I have caught my neighbors in action, then I suppose the sub is making the neighbors having more sex. (by a lot)
Both scenarios are depressing. If 1 is the case, then the sub is causing me to hear aural hallucinations (and BTW, I never had a hallucination before or heard things), which can be dangerous that I should stop listening. If 2 is the case, it seems to be doing my neighbors huge favor, while adding envy, jealousy, horniness, and eventually melancholia and depression to me.
Interesting dynamics, but both concerning and saddening in certain sense.
I am going to listen to these for a few more days (I know that I may have to stop one or two days for my exam preparation as I may end up staying up very late with little sleep time. Besides, I can't allow mental energy drain in that time, so I am more likely to stop DMSI for those periods)
Hopefully, I will figure out that it is safe (that I am not hallucinating) and not only beneficial to those around me only.