Thank you all for appreciating my sharing the experiences.
I was re-reading what I wrote, and I realized that I forgot to mention one thing. Sleep. Basically I find that waking up is so much easier than before. I also find that my waking up schedule is more consistent that I wake up at around 11:00AM. Before DMSI 2.2, my waking up pattern was much irregular, and I'd need easily an hour or more to fully wake up and get out of the bed. Now, I only need 30 minutes, and it's much easier to get out of the bed. Another thing to note about the sleep is that this pattern, and the schedule and ease of getting out of the bed is still the same even if I don't get 8 hours of sleep. Even if I were to get 6 hours or 7 hours of sleep this remained the same. Well, this wasn't necessarily true when I was super sleep deprived, like when stayed up for over 24 hours. At the same time, I don't remember if I used sub at all during these times, so it's a difficult call for the effectiveness over the sleep pattern.
Anyway, here is something I also realized yesterday. (or was more like a reminder) After posting all the stuff in the forum, I went down to a wine tasting event held at the apartment. A few people were there, including the girls who looked like they were in my age group. Was there anything I noticed? Not really. Nobody really came and talked to me, everybody was in groups engaging in chats. Anyway, I am finding that this type of event is one of the worst kinds of event for me to attend. Social networking events that are not professional or intellectual are the ones that is most difficult ones for me to get any social interaction done. Not that I am much better in the professional or intellectual settings, but I find that I do a bit better there, as there are conversations I can easily join and contribute. (Well, I suppose intellectual is better than professional ones in this case. I don't have any professional background as I have been a student in my entire life pretty much. But in general, I don't do well in social networking sessions.)
Also, initiating is very hard, not that it is easy for anyone else, but I'd think it would be more difficult for me due to my symptoms. Besides, I find that I am much better in social situations when someone else opens up for me. (approaching, initiating, or whatever you call it.) I suppose this is true for many other people too.
Given the above, I'd think that the impact of the sub would be more difficult to observe, unless it is very powerful to make it very obvious to an oblivious person like me.
I chose this program with a little hope to turn the table/game around to make it easier for me. I had a mind set of "let's see if this sub can make me soooo sexy to have girls approach me and opens up to me by starting a conversation, or etc." Let's see if it makes me more approachable.
I know that I am perhaps demanding too much here, especially given my circumstances. Well, but here is something I can say though. If this program provides what I hope for, if it can make a girl making super obvious to me that she is interested, then I'd have to say this program is damn powerful, and should work for most of the people. Which in turn, I suppose would say that I can be a good judge for the effective of the program. (Although I have so many other problems to be a good judge for the effectiveness of the program.)
@CatMan, I'm originally from ROK, not DPRK.
and @maxx55 and robstar, Your posts got me thinking a little bit about the healing module or healing in general, with specific context to the internal/behavioral changes I noticed from using DMSI V2.2. Cleaning up my places, eating more healthy, and less masturbation and pornography, I wonder if it is the healing module or it is the goal of sexiness that kicks in. Well, if I have a home that is completely trash, even if I were to bring a girl to my place, it will probably kill the sexiness factor. Eating healthy and less masturbation and pornography is probably more related to sexual energy/sex energy that I can see these being the sexiness factor as well. Yet, at the same time, these changes can examples validating the influence/effectiveness of the healing module. Sooooo...... it got me thinking about this a bit. In the end, what I think I need more is development part than the healing part. After all, I don't think being ASD is being sick. People on ASD have less developed aspects in their abilities and lives, so what they need, and what I need would be developing these less developed areas. I thought that DMSI would help me with that piece, as I think many of the issues can be addressed with experiences and fixing my projection of myself. I would hope that DMSI would fix that projection part, and in turn will provide experiences to help me develop less developed areas in my life.
I was re-reading what I wrote, and I realized that I forgot to mention one thing. Sleep. Basically I find that waking up is so much easier than before. I also find that my waking up schedule is more consistent that I wake up at around 11:00AM. Before DMSI 2.2, my waking up pattern was much irregular, and I'd need easily an hour or more to fully wake up and get out of the bed. Now, I only need 30 minutes, and it's much easier to get out of the bed. Another thing to note about the sleep is that this pattern, and the schedule and ease of getting out of the bed is still the same even if I don't get 8 hours of sleep. Even if I were to get 6 hours or 7 hours of sleep this remained the same. Well, this wasn't necessarily true when I was super sleep deprived, like when stayed up for over 24 hours. At the same time, I don't remember if I used sub at all during these times, so it's a difficult call for the effectiveness over the sleep pattern.
Anyway, here is something I also realized yesterday. (or was more like a reminder) After posting all the stuff in the forum, I went down to a wine tasting event held at the apartment. A few people were there, including the girls who looked like they were in my age group. Was there anything I noticed? Not really. Nobody really came and talked to me, everybody was in groups engaging in chats. Anyway, I am finding that this type of event is one of the worst kinds of event for me to attend. Social networking events that are not professional or intellectual are the ones that is most difficult ones for me to get any social interaction done. Not that I am much better in the professional or intellectual settings, but I find that I do a bit better there, as there are conversations I can easily join and contribute. (Well, I suppose intellectual is better than professional ones in this case. I don't have any professional background as I have been a student in my entire life pretty much. But in general, I don't do well in social networking sessions.)
Also, initiating is very hard, not that it is easy for anyone else, but I'd think it would be more difficult for me due to my symptoms. Besides, I find that I am much better in social situations when someone else opens up for me. (approaching, initiating, or whatever you call it.) I suppose this is true for many other people too.
Given the above, I'd think that the impact of the sub would be more difficult to observe, unless it is very powerful to make it very obvious to an oblivious person like me.
I chose this program with a little hope to turn the table/game around to make it easier for me. I had a mind set of "let's see if this sub can make me soooo sexy to have girls approach me and opens up to me by starting a conversation, or etc." Let's see if it makes me more approachable.
I know that I am perhaps demanding too much here, especially given my circumstances. Well, but here is something I can say though. If this program provides what I hope for, if it can make a girl making super obvious to me that she is interested, then I'd have to say this program is damn powerful, and should work for most of the people. Which in turn, I suppose would say that I can be a good judge for the effective of the program. (Although I have so many other problems to be a good judge for the effectiveness of the program.)
@CatMan, I'm originally from ROK, not DPRK.
and @maxx55 and robstar, Your posts got me thinking a little bit about the healing module or healing in general, with specific context to the internal/behavioral changes I noticed from using DMSI V2.2. Cleaning up my places, eating more healthy, and less masturbation and pornography, I wonder if it is the healing module or it is the goal of sexiness that kicks in. Well, if I have a home that is completely trash, even if I were to bring a girl to my place, it will probably kill the sexiness factor. Eating healthy and less masturbation and pornography is probably more related to sexual energy/sex energy that I can see these being the sexiness factor as well. Yet, at the same time, these changes can examples validating the influence/effectiveness of the healing module. Sooooo...... it got me thinking about this a bit. In the end, what I think I need more is development part than the healing part. After all, I don't think being ASD is being sick. People on ASD have less developed aspects in their abilities and lives, so what they need, and what I need would be developing these less developed areas. I thought that DMSI would help me with that piece, as I think many of the issues can be addressed with experiences and fixing my projection of myself. I would hope that DMSI would fix that projection part, and in turn will provide experiences to help me develop less developed areas in my life.
