09-17-2016, 07:30 PM
Shannon,
I hope DMSI is calming you down, and sorry you had such a bad day.
I wanted to report some more results.
1) I've been getting so many IOIs, it just seems normal and I'm almost tuning them out.
2) Proximity of women varies. Some seem to stand really close. Others start off close and then distance themselves. Others keep their distance. If you have any thoughts on why this might be, please offer them as I'd be very interested in your input.
3) Healing seems to be going well as I have less fatigue, fewer weird dreams, (still no nightmares on this v2.4), and autopilot seems to get me through interactions even if I feel introverted. I'm sure I still have healing to do, but the pressure from any healing and the usurption of any inner resources for healing seems less and less each day.
4) I would say there have been times I've been "approached" such as women who work at stores being quicker than usual to greet me, or women wanting my attention by standing next to me. Or women staring at me. Or maybe even women being responsive in positive ways to me when I initiate a conversation with them.
5) I've been noticing much more vividly that it seems that women I am interested in are more likely to be interested in me, and ones that I'm not interested in seem to quickly lose any interest they may have had, or they don't seem to develop any (or appear disengaged). I want to clarify: Is this effect intentionally embedded in the program, such as "they follow the user's leadership" feature?
I hope DMSI is calming you down, and sorry you had such a bad day.
I wanted to report some more results.
1) I've been getting so many IOIs, it just seems normal and I'm almost tuning them out.
2) Proximity of women varies. Some seem to stand really close. Others start off close and then distance themselves. Others keep their distance. If you have any thoughts on why this might be, please offer them as I'd be very interested in your input.
3) Healing seems to be going well as I have less fatigue, fewer weird dreams, (still no nightmares on this v2.4), and autopilot seems to get me through interactions even if I feel introverted. I'm sure I still have healing to do, but the pressure from any healing and the usurption of any inner resources for healing seems less and less each day.
4) I would say there have been times I've been "approached" such as women who work at stores being quicker than usual to greet me, or women wanting my attention by standing next to me. Or women staring at me. Or maybe even women being responsive in positive ways to me when I initiate a conversation with them.
5) I've been noticing much more vividly that it seems that women I am interested in are more likely to be interested in me, and ones that I'm not interested in seem to quickly lose any interest they may have had, or they don't seem to develop any (or appear disengaged). I want to clarify: Is this effect intentionally embedded in the program, such as "they follow the user's leadership" feature?
