Day 19
Quit my job. Felt a deep sense of calm and euphoria for the rest of the day. Also felt bouts of anxiety, tension and depression in the past few days.
Haven't been approached or seen any obvious IOIs aside from expressionless glances here and there.
I've realised that Shannon's restaurant routine doesn't work here as I literally haven't seen any attractive waitresses in any of the wide variety of restaurants I frequent. Every single waitress is either old, dark skinned, fat or unattractive or a combination of all that. Pretty girls in China simply don't work in restaurants or at all for that matter.
Been thinking about where to find attractive girls here. I am attracted to hourglass shaped women that are mature in both appearance as well as personality and don't do any of the silly "cute" stuff young Asian girls tend to do. Strangely enough, two of those have added me on the social networks here but they're both in different cities far away from where I live.
Signed up for the gym here(damn costly but I need to put on weight) and am eating like a blackhole. I just need to come up with a more efficient way of finding an attractive girl here, Chinese Tinder has produced zero results in 3 months so far.
Also realised that nearly every single Chinese girl I've been talking to expresses the need for natural masculinity, leadership, dominance, calm strong frame and so on. But most importantly, they're looking for muscular dudes, they're literally spamming their wechats with posters of ripped underwear models(usually white). They're basically looking for the opposite of what Chinese guys naturally are. So despite the open materialism here I think that tall ripped dudes would slay it here. I cannot change my height but I can try to become as buff as possible while working on my mindset!
Quit my job. Felt a deep sense of calm and euphoria for the rest of the day. Also felt bouts of anxiety, tension and depression in the past few days.
Haven't been approached or seen any obvious IOIs aside from expressionless glances here and there.
I've realised that Shannon's restaurant routine doesn't work here as I literally haven't seen any attractive waitresses in any of the wide variety of restaurants I frequent. Every single waitress is either old, dark skinned, fat or unattractive or a combination of all that. Pretty girls in China simply don't work in restaurants or at all for that matter.
Been thinking about where to find attractive girls here. I am attracted to hourglass shaped women that are mature in both appearance as well as personality and don't do any of the silly "cute" stuff young Asian girls tend to do. Strangely enough, two of those have added me on the social networks here but they're both in different cities far away from where I live.
Signed up for the gym here(damn costly but I need to put on weight) and am eating like a blackhole. I just need to come up with a more efficient way of finding an attractive girl here, Chinese Tinder has produced zero results in 3 months so far.
Also realised that nearly every single Chinese girl I've been talking to expresses the need for natural masculinity, leadership, dominance, calm strong frame and so on. But most importantly, they're looking for muscular dudes, they're literally spamming their wechats with posters of ripped underwear models(usually white). They're basically looking for the opposite of what Chinese guys naturally are. So despite the open materialism here I think that tall ripped dudes would slay it here. I cannot change my height but I can try to become as buff as possible while working on my mindset!
