03-07-2020, 06:12 PM
(03-07-2020, 08:36 AM)Shannon Wrote: Woman Magnet is a very, very soft touch and very general compared to DMSI. I think you have some part of you that is afraid of something to do with sex fighting DMSI. Are you perhaps afraid of pregnancy or disease or something like that at a deep level?
I see. I liked WM best for those colourful interactions it gave me but if it comes to "sex executing" I had average results but yeah it made me sexually bold.
It's an interesting question. I'm not concerned about pregnancy since I can control ejaculation perfectly but when I had sex with a stranger (a Filipina) without protection almost two years ago she rubbed one place on my groin where I had had something under my skin since I remember and after that that thing grew big end exploded and it had been festering for one week till she squeezed the pus out for me completely. I went pretty crazy thinking I was infected with HIV. I couldn't sleep and eat well being obsessed about it and browsing a tons of info on HIV on the internet. Since then I was concerned on having protected sex only. It was irrational since the risk is really low and I don't have sex with "high risk" women. Now I'm in Thailand where the rate of people infected with HIV is 2% so it concerns me a bit too. Another problem is I don't like protected sex (like we all do) and the perspective of having protected sex is not really appealing to me.
