DMSI 3.3.2

[PDjunkie]

Today has been an example of the rock solid inner self respect, love and confidence this subliminal has been bringing me these past two weeks.

[PDjunkie]

Been feeling incredibly lethargic today after blasting 8 loops last night to finish my 8 days as opposed to the normal 4.

I can only assume lethargy from blasting more loops is a good sign as subconscious is being hit hard

[PDjunkie]

First day of bloom felt incredible. Much results in terms of confidence, energy and social highs. Felt the celeb effect a bit more when interacting with others and had really good rapport and humour with everybody

[PDjunkie]

Slept extraordinarily long on my 2nd day of bloom today. Like all night plus the entire working day as well. My mind must've seriously needed it and I had a lot of intense vivid and odd dreams about multiple subjects, some of which can only be described as disturbing. My only explanation for this is to say that DMSI is overhauling some serious inner conditioning as there was no other explanation for requiring sleep like that nor to have such dreams...

[PDjunkie]

After 2nd day back on loop:

I'm carpetbombing as often as I feasibly can now by playing 8 loops instead of 4 but most nights will be 4 overnight as 8 is too exhausting and time consuming for weekday evenings.

I have noticed increased rapport seeking from other guys I'm friends or acquaintances with and them reaching out to me more and asking me to add them on social media et cetera. So celebrity effect in that regard and they seem to view me more as an alpha/leader type, but in an approachable way, and the type they want to look up to and be seen with.

I'm sure given more time and reconditioning this effect will spill over more into my interractions with women as social proof.

Arranged a "playdate" with an old female acquaintance for next week, too.

[PDjunkie]

Some depression and hopelessness came up this evening within minutes of beginning my loops. Depression pertaining a lot to thoughts about my interactions with women, my mind playing tricks on me and trying to make me construe things in a negative manner despite much evidence contrary wise.

Other than that I haven't noticed any sniper effects or crazy results with DMSI just yet to be frank, and it's certainly been a while. I do feel my personality changing and slowly becoming more alpha minded and no BS when it comes to my interaction with girls in general. Just no crazy hits or anything like the sub is supposed to achieve. I'll give it more time and hope that the sub is working through some deep shit in my subconscious with this recent bout of despair and depression.