DMSI-3.2A

[Zane]

I am thinking of jumping to MHS-5.5G as my Back is giving me alot of problems. Also a little bit of mysinus issue remains..

Although Idk how to explain it but DMSI has healed my acne like 80% my cheeks are almost clear. It has also somewhat improved my Nasal issues.. I feel like I am more immune to things which cause my sinus issues..

Depression has decreased alot.

Appetite has improved alot(When u are depressed ur appetite dies)

I don't crave junk food anymore. I didn't even realise this. I now eat only homemade stuff.. Like 90% time.

I am more busy in daily activities and not lying around in bed.

Social Anxiety is there but I get past it and meet people anyway.

Decreased interest in porn and fapping.. But it's there but not on my mind always.. Also I don't waste my time fantasizing about fucking girls that much.

Motivation keep fluctuating..

[Zane]

I keep thinking of Stopping DMSI and use MLS or MHS but I keep coming back its as if my soul or innner child likes this subs and its healing and growth.. .Kinda reminds me of my OF-5G journey experience but this time its is much more powerful.

Right now I am thinking of buying BASE-5G as I want to be productive motivated and start my own business. But its gonna take me some time as I have to collect $500 for it and thats gonna take time.

[Jake2015]

Dont stop DMSI

Stopping DMSI could be another form of resistance, and no matter what jumping from sub to sub may not be the best course of action for you or for Shannon who may gather yet new data from your experience.

I know in the past you have jumped from sub to sub but 1 reason I believe you started DMSI was to overcome resistance, as well as get clearing and freedom from your masturbation so my suggestion is stick to it.

Regarding your health issues, how about taking Ashwagandha and Brahmi? Im sure you've heard of these and perhaps these will work wonders for you.

Also take Black Seed Oil, Kalonji oil, this im sure you have heard of too and may be of benefit to you.

good luck!

[Zane]

Dont stop DMSI

Stopping DMSI could be another form of resistance, and no matter what jumping from sub to sub may not be the best course of action for you or for Shannon who may gather yet new data from your experience.

I know in the past you have jumped from sub to sub but 1 reason I believe you started DMSI was to overcome resistance, as well as get clearing and freedom from your masturbation so my suggestion is stick to it.

Regarding your health issues, how about taking Ashwagandha and Brahmi? Im sure you've heard of these and perhaps these will work wonders for you.

Also take Black Seed Oil, Kalonji oil, this im sure you have heard of too and may be of benefit to you.

good luck!

Yeah, don't worry I am gonna stick with DMSI and yeah I have heard of all those stuff and did try few of them. Will give it a shot again. Right now.. I am taking too many meds 3 for my mental fatigue and 2 for back stiffness and 1 to keep sinus issues in check.. Lol. All with a gap of 15 mins.



Btw if anyone knows any exercise with Targets the upper back to relieve muscles stiffness then please PM or post here.. Meanwhile I am gonna Google

[Zane]

Although my life is improving slowly and people r giving me respect.. I still can't figure out why am I still masturbating and watch nsfw images time to time.. Its not that much fun masturbating but I still don't know why I fap... Also Idk why I can't stop.

I really don't see the reason to fap Infact I would say the urges are less yet I do fap.. Why?

[Zane]

So, I am going thru a training program and I have to learn stuff to understand it at much deeper level...Sometimes the thought of running MLS-5.5G comes to my mind but it's only a thought.. Tbh Idk why am I still sticking with DMSI even though I have consciously no idea what it's doing.. But it sure makes me me feel good and keep my mood fresh.. For some reason my life is kinda going smoothly without any obstacles..

Been running "A" for a while.

Also noticing improvements in my mental fatigue.
Just gotta stop fapping that's all

[Zane]

I seriously don't know why am I so comfortable running "A" yet I feel scared to run "B". Idk why.. Last time I was eager to play "B" and dint want to run "A" but now its opposite..

[Zane]

Idk what is happening.. I guess its HC cause for past few days Idk what I want from life.. Its like there is an absence of motivation or feelings which drives a person towards their goal..

I was working on my e-commerce business but now I have shut it down because I don't feel motivated and I don't know what to do next and how am I supposed to do it..

[mat422]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

[Zane]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

I didn't knew that Lack of Motivation or Interest can be cause from fear.. Cause Tbh right now I don't feel as if I am in fear mode or anything but maybe it's deep inside..

You sure about this buddy.?

[Raz]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

I didn't knew that Lack of Motivation or Interest can be cause from fear.. Cause Tbh right now I don't feel as if I am in fear mode or anything but maybe it's deep inside..

You sure about this buddy.?

Yes, Mat is right. I have made the same observation. A sudden drop in mind-and-mood-powered subjects like motivation or sociality are often based in fear, even if that fear is related to something different. It is an escape tactic.

It is worth to watch your fear while you are experiencing it to learn how it unfolds while you have it. In a way like following the Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear from Frank Herbert's Dune: "I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."

[mat422]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

I didn't knew that Lack of Motivation or Interest can be cause from fear.. Cause Tbh right now I don't feel as if I am in fear mode or anything but maybe it's deep inside..

You sure about this buddy.?

Positive. It's a common misconception that you'll actively feel fear. If you did you'd be able to identify it and move past it. But what the mind does is disguise it as other things. Lack of motivation is an excuse, it's like telling yourself you can't keep moving forward because you don't have the motivation. It puts you in this state of limbo where you keep waiting for motivation to appear, but it never will because then you'd move past fear. So the lack of motivation continues. Lack of interest is another one. Notice how some guys on this forum start thinking they don't really care about women, then they think it's an improvement or advancement? When really it's fear masquerading as an improvement. People do this all the time in other areas of life too.

My point is 90% of the time you're not going to directly notice fear. And the longer you've had fear in your life, the more you've already got elaborate mental routines to constantly redirect you from actually facing fear and moving past it.

[findingme]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

I didn't knew that Lack of Motivation or Interest can be cause from fear.. Cause Tbh right now I don't feel as if I am in fear mode or anything but maybe it's deep inside..

You sure about this buddy.?

Positive. It's a common misconception that you'll actively feel fear. If you did you'd be able to identify it and move past it. But what the mind does is disguise it as other things. Lack of motivation is an excuse, it's like telling yourself you can't keep moving forward because you don't have the motivation. It puts you in this state of limbo where you keep waiting for motivation to appear, but it never will because then you'd move past fear. So the lack of motivation continues. Lack of interest is another one. Notice how some guys on this forum start thinking they don't really care about women, then they think it's an improvement or advancement? When really it's fear masquerading as an improvement. People do this all the time in other areas of life too.

My point is 90% of the time you're not going to directly notice fear. And the longer you've had fear in your life, the more you've already got elaborate mental routines to constantly redirect you from actually facing fear and moving past it.

That's brilliant Mat. I realized today (on UD) I'm looking for old norms and hideouts, since when I used to go there regularly I found "comfort" in it. I noticed this simultaneously while wanting and needing to take responsibility in my life, and internally I felt resistance Fear does have elaborate defenses, so thank you for describing that. I wasn't recognizing it.

[mat422]

It's just fear. Lack of motivation is a tactic my mind would use all the time. You have to ignore it, don't feed it by dwelling on it.

I didn't knew that Lack of Motivation or Interest can be cause from fear.. Cause Tbh right now I don't feel as if I am in fear mode or anything but maybe it's deep inside..

You sure about this buddy.?

Positive. It's a common misconception that you'll actively feel fear. If you did you'd be able to identify it and move past it. But what the mind does is disguise it as other things. Lack of motivation is an excuse, it's like telling yourself you can't keep moving forward because you don't have the motivation. It puts you in this state of limbo where you keep waiting for motivation to appear, but it never will because then you'd move past fear. So the lack of motivation continues. Lack of interest is another one. Notice how some guys on this forum start thinking they don't really care about women, then they think it's an improvement or advancement? When really it's fear masquerading as an improvement. People do this all the time in other areas of life too.

My point is 90% of the time you're not going to directly notice fear. And the longer you've had fear in your life, the more you've already got elaborate mental routines to constantly redirect you from actually facing fear and moving past it.

That's brilliant Mat. I realized today (on UD) I'm looking for old norms and hideouts, since when I used to go there regularly I found "comfort" in it. I noticed this simultaneously while wanting and needing to take responsibility in my life, and internally I felt resistance Fear does have elaborate defenses, so thank you for describing that. I wasn't recognizing it.

It's definitely tricky, but hideouts is the perfect way to put it. Elaborate mental structures that feel like home and "safe". I'm glad my post helped you out.