DMSI 3.2 Random Musings and Journalings

[Have at ye]

Even though you started with it being emotionally taxing, most of the other stuff you write is stuff that makes me struggle not to use DMSI.

The fat reduction too, though Shannon has said it's only what you might have put on with 3.1 and since stopping 3.1 and doing UD for a while I am at a lower bodyfat than before DMSI. But the being more muscular is definately also a side effect i'd welcome.

And especially the responses of women looking at you. From what i'm seeing from most reports, there's alot higher percentage of this happening for people than in 3.1 and more obvious for them.

I can only remember like twice on 3.1 that might have happened to me, once was when I went to the gym and I literally talked to almost everyone, including girls and they all lit up. I can't recall if they were looking but it kind of didn't matter, it was like a "of course they will all ***** repond to me" that was awesome.

TBH, I was kinda expecting the emotional struggle going in, given it's ver. B, so it's not like I did not know what I was getting into. I was hoping that it would not be so, but alas! I actually much prefer it this way, too - hitting it hard and fast right now instead of leaving it to simmer and sneak up on me once I'm hitting direct results, which is what I unconsciously did on ver. 3.1.

BTW., one more thing I forgot to mention - I get moments of rage. Hard. Like "punching the walls and kicking chairs" hard. They usually pass after a short time, though. Do not worry, though - I only punch walls when I'm home alone. I pity the walls, though.

Physical improvements on 3.2 might be also related to the "auxillary goals" supporting maximum sexual irresistibility that have been there since earlier iterations, not just the flab-removal sub-module, I think.

Also, TBH, I've not been reporting much on the IOI/general female reactions front since sometime in the middle of my 3.1 run (excepting stuff I've not seen happen before), as otherwise I'd be spending entire days "updating my journal", so to speak, and The Nameless One I ain't. I'm going for the end-goal here.