05-06-2017, 06:41 PM
I'm having a hell of a hard time giving it up. It doesn't help that I think I'm resisting MHS.
I found a clever way to skip my loops yesterday =/. I'm listening to them now. I have been pretty depressed all week. I'm below baseline mood. I slabbed on 3 drops of bliss oil and I'm still pretty sad.I just want to escape. I wanna run from MHS.
Why dafuq do I gotta resist a sub designed to heal me physically? I might have some hypochondriac tendencies in my subC that's being worked on. I hope it passes soon. I'm on the verge of tears
Actually, after writing the above, I think I'm clearing something. Not resisting. I miss the shield of dimsee XD
I'm at 21 days of MHS. I'll see where I'm at next Saturday. Hopefully it'll be good!
I found a clever way to skip my loops yesterday =/. I'm listening to them now. I have been pretty depressed all week. I'm below baseline mood. I slabbed on 3 drops of bliss oil and I'm still pretty sad.I just want to escape. I wanna run from MHS.
Why dafuq do I gotta resist a sub designed to heal me physically? I might have some hypochondriac tendencies in my subC that's being worked on. I hope it passes soon. I'm on the verge of tears
Actually, after writing the above, I think I'm clearing something. Not resisting. I miss the shield of dimsee XD
I'm at 21 days of MHS. I'll see where I'm at next Saturday. Hopefully it'll be good!
