03-11-2017, 07:36 AM
I've been doing trickling hybrid A since 3.1's release. My sweet spot volume level is the lowest possible volume before it's muted.
Interestingly, I get impulsive urges to run version B every now and again, but those impulses don't last long AT ALL. Maybe a few seconds, tops. I know I belong on version A for quite a while. I'm still not conscious of any clearing that I may be going through, though it seems some others are aware of it.
My mood is pretty good lately. No negative emotions brought upon by the clearing.
I'm having an intensely difficult time staying present in each moment. I have a tendency to zone out my awareness and become "passive" to the current moment, when I feel like escaping. And there's no logical reason to escape situations either- it's just a force of habit I guess. I would really like to work on this.
Interestingly, I get impulsive urges to run version B every now and again, but those impulses don't last long AT ALL. Maybe a few seconds, tops. I know I belong on version A for quite a while. I'm still not conscious of any clearing that I may be going through, though it seems some others are aware of it.
My mood is pretty good lately. No negative emotions brought upon by the clearing.
I'm having an intensely difficult time staying present in each moment. I have a tendency to zone out my awareness and become "passive" to the current moment, when I feel like escaping. And there's no logical reason to escape situations either- it's just a force of habit I guess. I would really like to work on this.