04-09-2017, 06:51 PM
Thanks duke, that is some awesome words of encouragement. I much appreciate it.
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The weekend went stellar. The anti sniper fired twice. The most notable was that I was quite actually repelling a girl. She was good looking, but her attitude was nauseating. She was entitled, and brings no value to the table, and I was curious why the hell the former me would have been wanting her attention. I was actually pretty mean to her this weekend, and that behavior is out of character for me.
I did, however, snipe the shit out of this less attractive woman. Her personality and mine meshed perfectly. She was one of the volunteer coordinators, and I could tell from the first interaction with her that she was attracted. It was kind of cute, actually. She was assigning roles to my buddies and I. When she got to assigning me, she took her sweet time explaining things, explained stuff that was irrelevant, just to continue talking to me. My buddies gave me a teasing face. Lol.
Other than that, the programming is starting to settle in. The inner conflict is beginning to subside. So I think I'll stay on B for a while longer.
I just want to say one thing tho. Don't take the emotional shield on version A for granted. I miss it....
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The weekend went stellar. The anti sniper fired twice. The most notable was that I was quite actually repelling a girl. She was good looking, but her attitude was nauseating. She was entitled, and brings no value to the table, and I was curious why the hell the former me would have been wanting her attention. I was actually pretty mean to her this weekend, and that behavior is out of character for me.
I did, however, snipe the shit out of this less attractive woman. Her personality and mine meshed perfectly. She was one of the volunteer coordinators, and I could tell from the first interaction with her that she was attracted. It was kind of cute, actually. She was assigning roles to my buddies and I. When she got to assigning me, she took her sweet time explaining things, explained stuff that was irrelevant, just to continue talking to me. My buddies gave me a teasing face. Lol.
Other than that, the programming is starting to settle in. The inner conflict is beginning to subside. So I think I'll stay on B for a while longer.
I just want to say one thing tho. Don't take the emotional shield on version A for granted. I miss it....
