(03-30-2017, 12:14 PM)RTBoss Wrote: You did tell us early on in the journal to disuade you from switching to B, if it came down to it. Furthermore, gut vs. head and you went with your head. Use your head, and go with your gut.
you're right! and I "logically" "rationalized" to myself that P5 will keep the clearing executing in my head for at LEAST the remainder of the 30 days, so i'm technically still on A.
clever subconscious!
With that being said, I think I will give B a shot. I ran B yesterday, as you guys know, and the result was that in the evening, I was projecting the aura full force. My face was burning up, and the hottest women in the room were checking me out.
Running from clearing can only explain so much before it becomes the go to response for deciding to use B. I'm not gonna deny that it's a possibility that I indeed am running. but just like in 3.0, I will switch back to A should the results of B demonstrate taht it's too rough to handle.
I've been talking to a friend over thpast few weeks about a particular subject. I've gotten to a place in reality where I don't relate or identify with the person i used to be. And I'm not talking about things like "oh hey, I don't have much negative self talk anymore!" or things of that nature. While that sentiment is indeed true, that my negative self talk is pretty much gone, I'm referring to a major focal poitn of my life.
The way I carry myself, conduct my business, and interact with other people indicates in no way shape or form that I used to be a homeless & hopeless IV drug addict until November 26, 2014. I just don't relate to that "self" anymore. It's like that [eternity] was in a different lifetime. Not only am I a different person now, I'm generations beyond that person from the past. It doesn't feel like it's only been 2.5 years. I say generations because it feels lifetimes apart.
EXCEPT..... for maybe that I keep talking about that H drip like a drug addict would
Regardless, I think the reality bending from 3.0 to where we're at now in 3.1 has taken me to significantly different lifelines where the road ahead contains nothing but greatness. Even in difficult times, such as those of fear based financial insecurity (earlier this week), the shittiness only goes to break the shittiness of the present, to unfold the greatness ahead.
Meme credit goes to nemanja
