03-14-2017, 05:04 AM
And... freaking weird dreams last night.
My sister was coming onto me in one of the dreams....
Then in the other, a really close friend of mine and I were in bed together. We got slightly touchy but I pulled back because in real life she's gonna get married soon.
The dreams were so lifelike. I woke up from the second dream feeling like the girl really is attracted to me. She was there on Saturday at the memorial.
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I should have noted that her (black hair) and another girl (blonde) are really good friends of mine and both of them are engaged to be married. I've known all 4 of them (the girls and their fiances) for a little over 2 years each, as we were all part of the same social circle for 2 years.
Anyhow, at the memorial on Saturday, when I went over to talk to the blonde girl, her fiancé immediately displayed territorial behavior in demonstrating that she is his. Weird because I don't think I was doing anything to show I was going after her. He just got defensive because of my aura I guess. I ALSO should note that I've felt an insane pull to this very same blonde girl when I was running 2.4, and I also felt an energetic pull to her last Thursday, when she reached out to me because she was going through feelings of self loathing and self hatred.
I'm wondering if the sparks are flying between us so blatantly that her fiance was able to recognize it and realized that I was a threat, even though I don't want to be? I don't want to be involved in the dissolution of a soon to be marriage....
My sister was coming onto me in one of the dreams....
Then in the other, a really close friend of mine and I were in bed together. We got slightly touchy but I pulled back because in real life she's gonna get married soon.
The dreams were so lifelike. I woke up from the second dream feeling like the girl really is attracted to me. She was there on Saturday at the memorial.
***
I should have noted that her (black hair) and another girl (blonde) are really good friends of mine and both of them are engaged to be married. I've known all 4 of them (the girls and their fiances) for a little over 2 years each, as we were all part of the same social circle for 2 years.
Anyhow, at the memorial on Saturday, when I went over to talk to the blonde girl, her fiancé immediately displayed territorial behavior in demonstrating that she is his. Weird because I don't think I was doing anything to show I was going after her. He just got defensive because of my aura I guess. I ALSO should note that I've felt an insane pull to this very same blonde girl when I was running 2.4, and I also felt an energetic pull to her last Thursday, when she reached out to me because she was going through feelings of self loathing and self hatred.
I'm wondering if the sparks are flying between us so blatantly that her fiance was able to recognize it and realized that I was a threat, even though I don't want to be? I don't want to be involved in the dissolution of a soon to be marriage....
