06-06-2017, 09:03 AM
Waked up this morning and still felt some frustration and depression but it was different than it is usually. I mean when I am frustrated it usually put me down and I am not in the mood to do anything. But now it was like a part of me is ignoring these bad feelings, like saying "well, I feel that way but it is ok, let's do something anyway".
Was in the university for learning and noticed a lot of stares from women. Most of them looked over and looked away and then looked again and so on. But one was like staring all the time because every time I looked over she looked already at me and she also didn't look away when I looked in her eyes for longer.
Have texted with my online manifestation again and suggested to meet up as conversation was pretty good. After that she revealed that she is with someone but no more into him and if I still want to meet her. I asked her when she is free and from that on it become interesting, because every message was spiked with shit tests while the messages revealed more and more that she is more likely looking for someone who makes her feel good instead of meeting up and have some fun. But she must have been attracted because she continued messaging me even if my answers wasn't what she has been looking for (well, but maybe they were in some way...). Anyway, after I stated very clearly that I am looking for a woman that I can meet in real life and saying that I am probably not the one she is looking for if she don't want to she stopped responding.
Have done two loops today (hybrid/masked).
Was in the university for learning and noticed a lot of stares from women. Most of them looked over and looked away and then looked again and so on. But one was like staring all the time because every time I looked over she looked already at me and she also didn't look away when I looked in her eyes for longer.
Have texted with my online manifestation again and suggested to meet up as conversation was pretty good. After that she revealed that she is with someone but no more into him and if I still want to meet her. I asked her when she is free and from that on it become interesting, because every message was spiked with shit tests while the messages revealed more and more that she is more likely looking for someone who makes her feel good instead of meeting up and have some fun. But she must have been attracted because she continued messaging me even if my answers wasn't what she has been looking for (well, but maybe they were in some way...). Anyway, after I stated very clearly that I am looking for a woman that I can meet in real life and saying that I am probably not the one she is looking for if she don't want to she stopped responding.
Have done two loops today (hybrid/masked).
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
