02-12-2018, 04:33 AM
Lots happened this weekend.
Ran in some old contacts. Connected pretty easy. Noticed some behavioural patterns in myself indicating something that needs to be resolved/handled.
Kissed C. I was totally relaxed in that way. Holding her physical, played around with her in a way.
I was pulled by some random woman. She literally grabbed me. Didnt kiss her. Looking back at this, I easily could. She invited it pretty much.
With C, I held e.c while doing the "locking" ( physically holding her in place, seducing her. Friends challenged her and she gave them the finger. She started from the start of the evening already by sucking up to me.
Amidst public we did act out doggy, bj and all of that. Casually pushing and guiding her head, railing her, spanking her, owning her. Some guy looked and I gave thumbs up, lol.
Cute 8/10 feminine girl, S, asked me if I remembered her while giving seductive looks to me. She kept insisting and trying to make me remember. With her its like, she changes lots when we meet. I didnt recognize her at the beginning ( it was dark, party environment ) and she asked all kind of questions. Dat ass tho..
The woman that pulled me basically dragged me into the crowd. Before I knew I wrapped my arm around her.
Talked with a guy from, with whom I grew up in highschool. He has started his own business. Talked with some other guys aswell, some randoms I involved also.
Lots of subtle glances from women all around, petite women pretty much. Blond, slim. Remember some girls, while I was with friends to get something to eat, the took the table behind us. Then, they started to throw eyes, drawing attention to them subtly. I felt it. The girl that helped us was dressed in some sexy yet themed clothes, drawing attention to her tits. Bending over close to me yet tried to hide it aswell. Cute perky tits. I couldnt pinpoint her age. She was young. Around 17 probably. No clue.
With the event and through growth, looking back and being sexually comfirtable in my own skin, I easily could pull of gettin a bj in public amongst the crowd. Pretty sure about that. Hidden in plain sight.
moke:
Ran in some old contacts. Connected pretty easy. Noticed some behavioural patterns in myself indicating something that needs to be resolved/handled.
Kissed C. I was totally relaxed in that way. Holding her physical, played around with her in a way.
I was pulled by some random woman. She literally grabbed me. Didnt kiss her. Looking back at this, I easily could. She invited it pretty much.
With C, I held e.c while doing the "locking" ( physically holding her in place, seducing her. Friends challenged her and she gave them the finger. She started from the start of the evening already by sucking up to me.
Amidst public we did act out doggy, bj and all of that. Casually pushing and guiding her head, railing her, spanking her, owning her. Some guy looked and I gave thumbs up, lol.
Cute 8/10 feminine girl, S, asked me if I remembered her while giving seductive looks to me. She kept insisting and trying to make me remember. With her its like, she changes lots when we meet. I didnt recognize her at the beginning ( it was dark, party environment ) and she asked all kind of questions. Dat ass tho..
The woman that pulled me basically dragged me into the crowd. Before I knew I wrapped my arm around her.
Talked with a guy from, with whom I grew up in highschool. He has started his own business. Talked with some other guys aswell, some randoms I involved also.
Lots of subtle glances from women all around, petite women pretty much. Blond, slim. Remember some girls, while I was with friends to get something to eat, the took the table behind us. Then, they started to throw eyes, drawing attention to them subtly. I felt it. The girl that helped us was dressed in some sexy yet themed clothes, drawing attention to her tits. Bending over close to me yet tried to hide it aswell. Cute perky tits. I couldnt pinpoint her age. She was young. Around 17 probably. No clue.
With the event and through growth, looking back and being sexually comfirtable in my own skin, I easily could pull of gettin a bj in public amongst the crowd. Pretty sure about that. Hidden in plain sight.
moke:
