01-02-2018, 07:42 AM
First day after running B and im getting very comfortable around 8's for example. Its the strong IDGAF thats coming back again, while I had this on A, Im sort of musing that B has the full focus, without having some attention to the healing.
Chatted up a girl and held strong eye contact with her. I could tell she became aroused at some point. not to say, Im experiencing Visuals of being the perfect bf in some ways, by skiping the whole "get to know"and straight up escalating. Its like re-meeting eachother and go straight up physical. Anyways, she came in, beamed a smile, while having 2 (gay?) friends with her. she was bubbly, blond, blue eyes, great smile. I isolated her and chatted her up for a bit, but could tell, by bodylanguage, that she was interested. She kept babbling and opening up, re-engaging the convo and I was slightly playfull bordering cocky.
Guy I was somewhat working with asked if we knew eachother, which is telling. Like, it was clear as fuck that I was comfortable, I could read the puzzled look on his face like a "wtf, how" expression. I told him "no" without any big deal attached to it.
She came i with directly locking with my eyes, I caught us staring directly in eachothers eyes without even giving a fuck, it was meant to happen.
Other women giving more obvious glances, like getting distracted, turning their heads. While they are talking, they cant help but getting distracted and throwing glances. I cant even pinpoint how I feel on B now. Its almost to subtle.
My memory is also pretty much in the dumps, Im not even caring of recalling at all, like being half asleep and having autopilot taking care of it all.
For some reason Im now thinking back at this girl "A", and what I will do to her, and what we will do. probably, if we meet up some day, she might jump my bones as she showed interest before, strong IOIs and balatant telling me she wanted me with her, having sex and stuff, the girl I sexted a bit with few months ago. Also, the girls dreaming about me is a thing.
Self-esteem felt elevating this morning, last night after running high amount of US loops, I felt light, as being in a husk which was my body and almost felt light like air. DMSI also seems to cover more vain things, like superficial stuff, surface stuff, projecting some strong exterior/eternal presentation.
having more and more visuals popping up around sexual escalation since running B again, which is highly arousing. Itll be very intersting to see what upcomin days will bring while running B.
Chatted up a girl and held strong eye contact with her. I could tell she became aroused at some point. not to say, Im experiencing Visuals of being the perfect bf in some ways, by skiping the whole "get to know"and straight up escalating. Its like re-meeting eachother and go straight up physical. Anyways, she came in, beamed a smile, while having 2 (gay?) friends with her. she was bubbly, blond, blue eyes, great smile. I isolated her and chatted her up for a bit, but could tell, by bodylanguage, that she was interested. She kept babbling and opening up, re-engaging the convo and I was slightly playfull bordering cocky.
Guy I was somewhat working with asked if we knew eachother, which is telling. Like, it was clear as fuck that I was comfortable, I could read the puzzled look on his face like a "wtf, how" expression. I told him "no" without any big deal attached to it.
She came i with directly locking with my eyes, I caught us staring directly in eachothers eyes without even giving a fuck, it was meant to happen.
Other women giving more obvious glances, like getting distracted, turning their heads. While they are talking, they cant help but getting distracted and throwing glances. I cant even pinpoint how I feel on B now. Its almost to subtle.
My memory is also pretty much in the dumps, Im not even caring of recalling at all, like being half asleep and having autopilot taking care of it all.
For some reason Im now thinking back at this girl "A", and what I will do to her, and what we will do. probably, if we meet up some day, she might jump my bones as she showed interest before, strong IOIs and balatant telling me she wanted me with her, having sex and stuff, the girl I sexted a bit with few months ago. Also, the girls dreaming about me is a thing.
Self-esteem felt elevating this morning, last night after running high amount of US loops, I felt light, as being in a husk which was my body and almost felt light like air. DMSI also seems to cover more vain things, like superficial stuff, surface stuff, projecting some strong exterior/eternal presentation.
having more and more visuals popping up around sexual escalation since running B again, which is highly arousing. Itll be very intersting to see what upcomin days will bring while running B.
