To add to today (28-12)
After being done at the gym and being in my space I went out for groceries. I notice a strong increase in swagger and bodylanguage, aswell as comfort and confidene.
At the checkout people started to chat me up, a kid also chimed in when I talked about the crowdiness and loads of groceries people had, along the lines of "it seems like christmas expands" eventually the kid started to talk that it was for vacation. Before I knew I asked where they are going to. "We're going to france"
The mom looked at me as if she could shoot me. What the actual fuck. I enjoyed the convo. Something pure, freeflowing about it. Like kidlike spontanity. Effortless. I now enjoy such things, before kids used to make me uneasy to say the least.
Some sneaky glances from other ladies. Again, people look relieved when talking.
Having stronger urges to balls out approach more and more. Passiveness killed off.
Having really strong urges to run AM6 again. Hitman mentality also returns, like some deeper purpose like yesterday. At the gym fully being tunnelvisioned before training, calm, solid, collected wrapping my wrist with wristwraps, very low profile acknowledging other people in the lockerroom. Not ghosting, just being centred and focussed.
Upcoming days will lead me to more numbers and dates. Damn.
Yesterday before bed I started to have visions involving colors, such as purple. Led me to meditate on it and felt myself quickly tune in. Also, nature reflects mating process? There is stuff to learn from? My focus on many areas are firing right now. Like one leads to another.
AM6 is so fucking tempting now.
After being done at the gym and being in my space I went out for groceries. I notice a strong increase in swagger and bodylanguage, aswell as comfort and confidene.
At the checkout people started to chat me up, a kid also chimed in when I talked about the crowdiness and loads of groceries people had, along the lines of "it seems like christmas expands" eventually the kid started to talk that it was for vacation. Before I knew I asked where they are going to. "We're going to france"
The mom looked at me as if she could shoot me. What the actual fuck. I enjoyed the convo. Something pure, freeflowing about it. Like kidlike spontanity. Effortless. I now enjoy such things, before kids used to make me uneasy to say the least.
Some sneaky glances from other ladies. Again, people look relieved when talking.
Having stronger urges to balls out approach more and more. Passiveness killed off.
Having really strong urges to run AM6 again. Hitman mentality also returns, like some deeper purpose like yesterday. At the gym fully being tunnelvisioned before training, calm, solid, collected wrapping my wrist with wristwraps, very low profile acknowledging other people in the lockerroom. Not ghosting, just being centred and focussed.
Upcoming days will lead me to more numbers and dates. Damn.
Yesterday before bed I started to have visions involving colors, such as purple. Led me to meditate on it and felt myself quickly tune in. Also, nature reflects mating process? There is stuff to learn from? My focus on many areas are firing right now. Like one leads to another.
AM6 is so fucking tempting now.
