12-15-2017, 07:48 AM
Im still in the h/c it seems tho externals have been ramped up but frankly idc. No interest in noting down the countless events of today and the phase feels huge and massive. Like, very basic and low info reporting now. A is taking lots to consume atm but the glimpses of getting at the other side of the h/c phase is there. My attention is fully turned off/away right now.
For the sake of it; some things that took place;
Women looking hypnotized, including dentist lady who started to stroke my jaw. Started to get aroused right there like a piece of meat. Feltgoodman.
Male dentist winking. Didnt care. Yet had a strong wtf moment. Other women winking and smiling and stuff.
Everyone seemed to be affected by my aura. Walking into the fentist building this girl was locking and checking me out blatantly. Didnt care one bit, did handle the procedures like a freakin rockstar. Felt it literally. Banter still up. Idgaf.
Dentist women was engaging. Fell almost asleep aswell and zoned out into a sort of self induced trance state. Other girl, cute af walked in several times. Felt somewhat off. Like, on a subtle level like she did it on purpose. Started to snipe her consciously, cuz why not.
Again, on A, things become dreamlike. Slightly foggy. Lots of yawning. Feeling totally drained and vulnerable in the sense of "just existing"
Guys are more respecting, one guy got nervous amd fumbled over his words while hitting up. Everyone cgecks me out. Almost all women check me out and love being engaged. Made me think back about when things went batshit and I became overloaded with the IOI bombing..part of me struggles to keep it together. Let go.
Wrote more rhen intended. Oh well.
Having christmas event this evening with women I know that overtly showed intetest. Well see. H/c is priority to me currently.
For the sake of it; some things that took place;
Women looking hypnotized, including dentist lady who started to stroke my jaw. Started to get aroused right there like a piece of meat. Feltgoodman.
Male dentist winking. Didnt care. Yet had a strong wtf moment. Other women winking and smiling and stuff.
Everyone seemed to be affected by my aura. Walking into the fentist building this girl was locking and checking me out blatantly. Didnt care one bit, did handle the procedures like a freakin rockstar. Felt it literally. Banter still up. Idgaf.
Dentist women was engaging. Fell almost asleep aswell and zoned out into a sort of self induced trance state. Other girl, cute af walked in several times. Felt somewhat off. Like, on a subtle level like she did it on purpose. Started to snipe her consciously, cuz why not.
Again, on A, things become dreamlike. Slightly foggy. Lots of yawning. Feeling totally drained and vulnerable in the sense of "just existing"
Guys are more respecting, one guy got nervous amd fumbled over his words while hitting up. Everyone cgecks me out. Almost all women check me out and love being engaged. Made me think back about when things went batshit and I became overloaded with the IOI bombing..part of me struggles to keep it together. Let go.
Wrote more rhen intended. Oh well.
Having christmas event this evening with women I know that overtly showed intetest. Well see. H/c is priority to me currently.
