In my first loop and im mindblown. Im highly potent and flooded with images of being shared around in orgies women sharing me. Im also about to tweak my bedroom and nutrition. I am speechless. Im about to be kidnapped.
Reading some earlier version journals from Shannon. Great attitude and lots of subtext in it all. I now get it. It do feel B opening me up and my solar plexus powering up aswell as gettin hard ons. Women will love it. Also heart chakra being active.
3 loops of B. The hunger is real.
to also give the contrast; im actually thinking about being so non reactive im curious of the hate responses that they cont manipulate me. whatever. Listening loud to B and its hella effective. I wont stand a chance against B, like, AT ALL> play it loud.
Thinking about badboy behaviour as a preview for the bedroom animalism
Agression is up not caring about women, yet giving a fuck about getting laid, viewing myself as darn perfect and unconnected
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I also noticed, while walking around and getting some food, that my fragrance that was sprayed on was unnoticable while another scent was lingering around me and I couldnt get for the life of me, figure out what is was. i was disconnected from it and it was like some sort of cloud around me hoovering. Now, I have last few days also that the room and location hwere I am seems more "tained"like roses, which, I wouldnt be suprised about, if, it is the aura filling the whole room at all.
Chatted some random guy up while waiting to pay, about coke bottles that didnt have the code to scan, and i auggested it to the checkout lady. When walking in, the blond girl notice me, turned her whole body towards me, this all was right after finishing my 3rd loop. I am beyond social at this point, like, IDGAf at all and yet do it on a whim like I just dont care and for the sake of it. The girl was still cute with her ponytail and stuff. Didnt care to much about it all. did my thing, being awesome and all.
Reading some earlier version journals from Shannon. Great attitude and lots of subtext in it all. I now get it. It do feel B opening me up and my solar plexus powering up aswell as gettin hard ons. Women will love it. Also heart chakra being active.
3 loops of B. The hunger is real.
to also give the contrast; im actually thinking about being so non reactive im curious of the hate responses that they cont manipulate me. whatever. Listening loud to B and its hella effective. I wont stand a chance against B, like, AT ALL> play it loud.
Thinking about badboy behaviour as a preview for the bedroom animalism
Agression is up not caring about women, yet giving a fuck about getting laid, viewing myself as darn perfect and unconnected-------------
I also noticed, while walking around and getting some food, that my fragrance that was sprayed on was unnoticable while another scent was lingering around me and I couldnt get for the life of me, figure out what is was. i was disconnected from it and it was like some sort of cloud around me hoovering. Now, I have last few days also that the room and location hwere I am seems more "tained"like roses, which, I wouldnt be suprised about, if, it is the aura filling the whole room at all.
Chatted some random guy up while waiting to pay, about coke bottles that didnt have the code to scan, and i auggested it to the checkout lady. When walking in, the blond girl notice me, turned her whole body towards me, this all was right after finishing my 3rd loop. I am beyond social at this point, like, IDGAf at all and yet do it on a whim like I just dont care and for the sake of it. The girl was still cute with her ponytail and stuff. Didnt care to much about it all. did my thing, being awesome and all.
