9 -10 - 2017 day 3 version A 3.1
Im craving the softness company of women, A seems to heal and clear some vital things in me now, its a whole massive shift of approaching this, actually appreciating women ( which doesnt changes my dom role ) It gives so much sense, having re-occuring visions and acknowledging and statement of having women in my bed now. its a strong sense which strengthens.I will meet them all, harem is a given. Its nothing but euphoric for me, kicking up notch after notch, with moments of omnipotentce. I love the hyper drive on women, the autopilot. Bubble was felt today, and at work locking with women, especially M again, was downrioght lethal, as I fel;t myself entering relaxation of execution. I was cautious not to have her jump on ship. Also, the eyes of hardmusic girl C were pretty nice in color. appreciated that. W licked her lips, is all smiles and such. Other women also open me up now, I can sense the sexual drive when it happens. Women at the grocery checkout gave me the softest most seductive bodylanguage up to date shown by her. again, the bubble kicked in, bedroom style. Also, throughout the day I entered this aroused state of dreamlike-ness. Like, when your chick sends you a message, to tease throughout the day to get you in the mood? that.
I now do conscious realize that women give me boob display, W wanted me to notice it. Its a plus she has a great rack to begin with.
Also, reading the kybalion, and its blowing me away in several areas. life is good. its making me venture in areas unspoken and the whole hermetic principles are blowing my socks off, so much more is clicking now, its absurd. self trust, validation and self reliance kick in strongly. the first day running A this round already cleared up residal anxiety, which was felt bodily, and replaced with an IDGAF and self perceived king status and value giving baseline. I conversate with random people, and fully trusting and believing in myself that its value giving, walking king of the earth, is great.
What does bother me is, I can easily chat up people, women and what not, but with C, its like, no stimulous. I asked myself if Im attracted to her, and its mixed. IDK. not wanting that to make an absolute, yet when asking her, with a slight dominant intent, through leading her, she is easgerly to bite, it tends to be an inner game issue for me tho. She falls into it and have given IOI's already, yet IOIs arent enough anymore. What the f#ck DMSI!! ;D another shift. Euphoria flows through my veins now. DMSI is the shit. Its nice to be on this end of it all. Women crave me, want me, want to fuck me, one after another. heck, I even would fuck myself. Its mindblowing at times when looking in the mirror. Im pretty sure DMSi is reshaping me.
A is a good choice to run now. Whatever pops up is dealt with one or another.
Again, the kybalion causes me to realize so much more now in combination with DMSi, its blowing my mind, aswell as dissolves some blocks for all I know.
Im craving the softness company of women, A seems to heal and clear some vital things in me now, its a whole massive shift of approaching this, actually appreciating women ( which doesnt changes my dom role ) It gives so much sense, having re-occuring visions and acknowledging and statement of having women in my bed now. its a strong sense which strengthens.I will meet them all, harem is a given. Its nothing but euphoric for me, kicking up notch after notch, with moments of omnipotentce. I love the hyper drive on women, the autopilot. Bubble was felt today, and at work locking with women, especially M again, was downrioght lethal, as I fel;t myself entering relaxation of execution. I was cautious not to have her jump on ship. Also, the eyes of hardmusic girl C were pretty nice in color. appreciated that. W licked her lips, is all smiles and such. Other women also open me up now, I can sense the sexual drive when it happens. Women at the grocery checkout gave me the softest most seductive bodylanguage up to date shown by her. again, the bubble kicked in, bedroom style. Also, throughout the day I entered this aroused state of dreamlike-ness. Like, when your chick sends you a message, to tease throughout the day to get you in the mood? that.
I now do conscious realize that women give me boob display, W wanted me to notice it. Its a plus she has a great rack to begin with.
Also, reading the kybalion, and its blowing me away in several areas. life is good. its making me venture in areas unspoken and the whole hermetic principles are blowing my socks off, so much more is clicking now, its absurd. self trust, validation and self reliance kick in strongly. the first day running A this round already cleared up residal anxiety, which was felt bodily, and replaced with an IDGAF and self perceived king status and value giving baseline. I conversate with random people, and fully trusting and believing in myself that its value giving, walking king of the earth, is great.
What does bother me is, I can easily chat up people, women and what not, but with C, its like, no stimulous. I asked myself if Im attracted to her, and its mixed. IDK. not wanting that to make an absolute, yet when asking her, with a slight dominant intent, through leading her, she is easgerly to bite, it tends to be an inner game issue for me tho. She falls into it and have given IOI's already, yet IOIs arent enough anymore. What the f#ck DMSI!! ;D another shift. Euphoria flows through my veins now. DMSI is the shit. Its nice to be on this end of it all. Women crave me, want me, want to fuck me, one after another. heck, I even would fuck myself. Its mindblowing at times when looking in the mirror. Im pretty sure DMSi is reshaping me.
A is a good choice to run now. Whatever pops up is dealt with one or another.
Again, the kybalion causes me to realize so much more now in combination with DMSi, its blowing my mind, aswell as dissolves some blocks for all I know.
