The changes happen so fast now, that raporting feels futile the moment i want to write something, so I wont, as it feels counterproductive, rather a feeling of surrender and let go. Its akin to a sense of wanting to fall asleep and not being conscious at all about the changes.
currently my body screams presence, sexiness and dominance, while mentally Im just zen as f#ck.
DMSI makes heavy changes, a strong headahe this morning while now being composed, the girl "G" just opened herself fully open, and expressed femininity in full force.
Had a chat with `Ch` yesterday and she opened up directly about BDSM stuff, being tied up, role playing and what not, caught her in her bs multiple times, held eye contact for more then 20 seconds while playing out a scenario, and while it was a scenario we played out, I could feel her tension grow, even tho she denied herself it.
Im not giving much of shit anymore, only to know im dominant, thats about it. everything is alligning, m assive wealth in this universe is mindblowing, what felt like a gap, is now closing, and driving an energetic pagani is golden so to say, the gap is closing, im really loving it where it is going. all is working out, massive appreciation, awe and love for the universe. Things reveal and have been revealed to me in terms of insight which border on rule 4 I think, but nah, its all light stuff.
Running A is very temppting, am running it now, 6th loop in US, but I feel the glory of switching back to B creeping. Its like everything is being let go now. Its as if enetering a dream. Also, im slowly getting aware of how im subC wise am connected with everyone simultaneously. there is no limit,l no borders to it.<
My tindr hits are becoming hotter aswell, matched with a women but am in a cycle that I feel like only going to sleep, her pleasing me would be nice, only to throw her on the bed. good little sub. yes, Im unfiltered about it, and now know why Im somewhat qualifying "Ch" as she is pretty much about the more kinky stuff aswell.
My english is picking up when talking with foreign people, I learn in the process itself, and getting more fluent about it. I feel hella attractive at this point, its mindblowing. While I interact and display such qualities, I feel suome sort of power shift happening, like, I move further away and grow higher and higher, like some sort of ascension while it happens, elevating in status, which in turn 100% shifts the dynamic.
i feel not even anything about reporting aything else anymore now, I know whats playing, but dont want to write it, as i rather surrender it to DMSI.
DMSi seems to work at something big, because, watching stuff like videos, when having the time for it, involving any form of anger, rage and more intyense expression fo emotion, brings me almost to tears, or/and stirrs strong responses in myself aswell. its as if DMSI is causing me to heal along the way.
gratitude is strong, asking the universe for things is directly almost instantly met with manifestation and Im incredibly sure and certain it it. its like teamwork, allignment and co-operation. Unfazed, untouced, im like scupted out. everything has changed these last few months in bodylanguage, expressions, everything. Also, DMSi seems to be more then just me, it really impacts the universe as a whole, my whole experience and understanding of life, of referring to reality is literally changing in almost an metaphysical and quantum way. very intense to notice. It also seems to handle my understanding of beyond the physical, the astral maybe? the blending of several "planes"of existence, infused. Yeah, this would go in rule 4 territory.
DMSi seem to also work to something huge one way or another. sculpting me out.
ps: im playing around witht he idea when a women plays around with the jelousy card, she is just a bratty little girl, and well, she is testing you in a way, like `how does master respond to it" women go women"lol, im way into myself.
currently my body screams presence, sexiness and dominance, while mentally Im just zen as f#ck.
DMSI makes heavy changes, a strong headahe this morning while now being composed, the girl "G" just opened herself fully open, and expressed femininity in full force.
Had a chat with `Ch` yesterday and she opened up directly about BDSM stuff, being tied up, role playing and what not, caught her in her bs multiple times, held eye contact for more then 20 seconds while playing out a scenario, and while it was a scenario we played out, I could feel her tension grow, even tho she denied herself it.
Im not giving much of shit anymore, only to know im dominant, thats about it. everything is alligning, m assive wealth in this universe is mindblowing, what felt like a gap, is now closing, and driving an energetic pagani is golden so to say, the gap is closing, im really loving it where it is going. all is working out, massive appreciation, awe and love for the universe. Things reveal and have been revealed to me in terms of insight which border on rule 4 I think, but nah, its all light stuff.
Running A is very temppting, am running it now, 6th loop in US, but I feel the glory of switching back to B creeping. Its like everything is being let go now. Its as if enetering a dream. Also, im slowly getting aware of how im subC wise am connected with everyone simultaneously. there is no limit,l no borders to it.<
My tindr hits are becoming hotter aswell, matched with a women but am in a cycle that I feel like only going to sleep, her pleasing me would be nice, only to throw her on the bed. good little sub. yes, Im unfiltered about it, and now know why Im somewhat qualifying "Ch" as she is pretty much about the more kinky stuff aswell.
My english is picking up when talking with foreign people, I learn in the process itself, and getting more fluent about it. I feel hella attractive at this point, its mindblowing. While I interact and display such qualities, I feel suome sort of power shift happening, like, I move further away and grow higher and higher, like some sort of ascension while it happens, elevating in status, which in turn 100% shifts the dynamic.
i feel not even anything about reporting aything else anymore now, I know whats playing, but dont want to write it, as i rather surrender it to DMSI.
DMSi seems to work at something big, because, watching stuff like videos, when having the time for it, involving any form of anger, rage and more intyense expression fo emotion, brings me almost to tears, or/and stirrs strong responses in myself aswell. its as if DMSI is causing me to heal along the way.
gratitude is strong, asking the universe for things is directly almost instantly met with manifestation and Im incredibly sure and certain it it. its like teamwork, allignment and co-operation. Unfazed, untouced, im like scupted out. everything has changed these last few months in bodylanguage, expressions, everything. Also, DMSi seems to be more then just me, it really impacts the universe as a whole, my whole experience and understanding of life, of referring to reality is literally changing in almost an metaphysical and quantum way. very intense to notice. It also seems to handle my understanding of beyond the physical, the astral maybe? the blending of several "planes"of existence, infused. Yeah, this would go in rule 4 territory.
DMSi seem to also work to something huge one way or another. sculpting me out.
ps: im playing around witht he idea when a women plays around with the jelousy card, she is just a bratty little girl, and well, she is testing you in a way, like `how does master respond to it" women go women"lol, im way into myself.
