DMSI 3.1 ~ Rise in power ( TID 3.2 anticipation )

[Kol]

So, I find myself revisiting my more 'darker' periods while I was involved in practices which would go heavily in the rule 4 area. I seem to be very open to certain things and wonder if DMSI has been the catsclist of it all. Its almost like an force pushing me forward and opening me up to manifestation easily, yet it throws my world upside down. Lets say, focussing my mind easily throws me into the more darker spirirual areas.as in, thinking, even makes a connection to it and strongly let things 'in'. I dont feel fesr surrounding it, rather brutal force along with distinct signatures and characteristics.

Im open for pm about this. I spoke before a time ago in a thread on the forums. Right now its pretty much back and is really causing things to consider at this point as to where and what it would lead to.