The clearance of A is just beautiful. Im getting inspired from every angle atm. Im feeling focused, laserfocus and determined at this point to make it happen, yet it feels so...effortless, like a ment to be, allignment. Not to say, my purpose is satisfying at this moment, beiong embodied.
Went this morning before I visited the doctor, to the petrol station around 7 am or something. and some cute girl was working there. I drove up and she gave me the biggest beaming smile and bambi eyes. I npotice myself I can´t be arsed at times and being pretty much `in my world`still, without guilt, but releasing the flow and sexual raw energy from inside is definitely happening, shift after shift.
Anyways, I went inside, she threw glances multiple times, and I went inside to pay for my stuff. she had a great rack, great blue-green eyes, and was showing IOI´s, it was cute to withness.
Anyways, she begun asking questions and starting conversation of why I was so early, where I was going to and the such, without breaking eye contact. I just told her i was going to get a check up and she was all giggly and stuff. i really should do something with this, its a crux ive dealt with for a long time, but it seems to be finally clicking. some sort of opposite response execution taking place.
She was pretty sweet. something tells me this will not be the last time we see eachother to begin with. It was going further then the casual `oh hi, thats xyz ty, have a nice day`routine, this was genuine interest. engaged with her fearless and without hesitation, effortless flowing.
It seems I am moving to an reality in which women want to positively do things for me now, out of awe, attraction and favour winning, its a great way of living and feels a bit like being Eddie Morra in a s ense. pure golden feeling now.
Anyways, it seems im allergic for certain painkillers, or it does mess heavily with DMSI programming, as I felt my breathing drop today more then once and my heart skipping and pain on my chest, which scared the living lights outa me. My leg feels better still, nut I am highly suspicous to medication in general, especially with severe side effects and who mess with my blood index parameters.
As I suspected, doc suscribed me some heavy medication known for crazy and even in cases `lethal`side effects which can mess up and lead to heart failure. initial intake was pfretty dozy and fuzzy. the rest of the day was shifting in terror and felt a disconnection, yet fucking present at times.
Walked in the store to get the recipe-medication and greeted everyone. Some pretty hot milf went out of her way to greet me ( no coworker there or something, just a random ) pretty slim figure, half long hair, cute face. Didnt do much morew with her anyways. Went to get my package, the girl behind the counter was also cute, green eyes with a distinct golden glow. looked her in the eyes, flirted and batered a bit with her, which she seemed to enjoy. she adjusted her glasses some times when talking, adjusting herself to present herself more nice and that was it.
At work im getting more assertive. played around with another girl at work, mom of 2 kids, who didnt shy away to push her tits forward and show off her rack. she has something sexual about her. I notice how I am now somewhat proffesional, sure, assertive and determined aswell, like knowing Im alpha, and being king. to come back to the work environment, she showed how she has been stung by something and I went of from there. got her to open up and talk more. physical she is so-so, but those tits man, and that attitude, embracing her womenhood in that way, without being a feminist at all, more in a healthy submissive way. almost traditional, yet with sexual undertones, natural flirt.
Other location at work I went all bad on the medication, did still talk with everyone, didnt give to shits as my priorities where somewhare else, which is welcoming and helpfull in the way, without being concerned of how I come across. No fear of other people toying or anything, just assertively setting my frame, and thats about it.
My priporities are shifting once again. Im going co,ld turky on many things at ones, and I have a intense interest for nootropics, learning languages, merging business, collaboration and rising upwards, to add value. in a way its setting me apart, on some sort of destiny kind of way, and I want to master anything. crossing thoughts of Elon mus even and learnign from the best. i want a mentor aswell.
MLS is super tempting. I feel the women part becomes now easily more and more mastered and I just walk while DMSi increases my value while im busy building and improving, growing and realizing.
MY MOTHERF*CKING POST INSPIRES ME!!
Went this morning before I visited the doctor, to the petrol station around 7 am or something. and some cute girl was working there. I drove up and she gave me the biggest beaming smile and bambi eyes. I npotice myself I can´t be arsed at times and being pretty much `in my world`still, without guilt, but releasing the flow and sexual raw energy from inside is definitely happening, shift after shift.
Anyways, I went inside, she threw glances multiple times, and I went inside to pay for my stuff. she had a great rack, great blue-green eyes, and was showing IOI´s, it was cute to withness.
Anyways, she begun asking questions and starting conversation of why I was so early, where I was going to and the such, without breaking eye contact. I just told her i was going to get a check up and she was all giggly and stuff. i really should do something with this, its a crux ive dealt with for a long time, but it seems to be finally clicking. some sort of opposite response execution taking place.
She was pretty sweet. something tells me this will not be the last time we see eachother to begin with. It was going further then the casual `oh hi, thats xyz ty, have a nice day`routine, this was genuine interest. engaged with her fearless and without hesitation, effortless flowing.
It seems I am moving to an reality in which women want to positively do things for me now, out of awe, attraction and favour winning, its a great way of living and feels a bit like being Eddie Morra in a s ense. pure golden feeling now.
Anyways, it seems im allergic for certain painkillers, or it does mess heavily with DMSI programming, as I felt my breathing drop today more then once and my heart skipping and pain on my chest, which scared the living lights outa me. My leg feels better still, nut I am highly suspicous to medication in general, especially with severe side effects and who mess with my blood index parameters.
As I suspected, doc suscribed me some heavy medication known for crazy and even in cases `lethal`side effects which can mess up and lead to heart failure. initial intake was pfretty dozy and fuzzy. the rest of the day was shifting in terror and felt a disconnection, yet fucking present at times.
Walked in the store to get the recipe-medication and greeted everyone. Some pretty hot milf went out of her way to greet me ( no coworker there or something, just a random ) pretty slim figure, half long hair, cute face. Didnt do much morew with her anyways. Went to get my package, the girl behind the counter was also cute, green eyes with a distinct golden glow. looked her in the eyes, flirted and batered a bit with her, which she seemed to enjoy. she adjusted her glasses some times when talking, adjusting herself to present herself more nice and that was it.
At work im getting more assertive. played around with another girl at work, mom of 2 kids, who didnt shy away to push her tits forward and show off her rack. she has something sexual about her. I notice how I am now somewhat proffesional, sure, assertive and determined aswell, like knowing Im alpha, and being king. to come back to the work environment, she showed how she has been stung by something and I went of from there. got her to open up and talk more. physical she is so-so, but those tits man, and that attitude, embracing her womenhood in that way, without being a feminist at all, more in a healthy submissive way. almost traditional, yet with sexual undertones, natural flirt.
Other location at work I went all bad on the medication, did still talk with everyone, didnt give to shits as my priorities where somewhare else, which is welcoming and helpfull in the way, without being concerned of how I come across. No fear of other people toying or anything, just assertively setting my frame, and thats about it.
My priporities are shifting once again. Im going co,ld turky on many things at ones, and I have a intense interest for nootropics, learning languages, merging business, collaboration and rising upwards, to add value. in a way its setting me apart, on some sort of destiny kind of way, and I want to master anything. crossing thoughts of Elon mus even and learnign from the best. i want a mentor aswell.
MLS is super tempting. I feel the women part becomes now easily more and more mastered and I just walk while DMSi increases my value while im busy building and improving, growing and realizing.
MY MOTHERF*CKING POST INSPIRES ME!!
