07-15-2017, 08:43 AM
4 loops in, hybrid.flac and having intense lightheadedness as feeling on the edge of knocking the fuck out.
Yesterday I broke through when out with some friends at a venue. Fearlessness, opened the girl walking out with her red lipstick and blond hair, autopiloting.
the guy at the venue was supplicating like mad, opening me, talked with him for a bit and went flowing effortlessly. as soon as I become confident as fuck, fearless and relentless in my eye contact, and not to say, blazing attitude, I became the celebrity and rockstar to which everyone gravitated to. not to say, this is only the beginning.
my attitude dominated all shit thrown at me, and no shit was thrown in the end at me, only by C, who revealed she has ADHD. my views of 7/10, 9/10 and the such has been skyrocketing to high status, litterally other league. Im out of C her leage, like, far away, which gave me a boost like never seen before by myself. Clarity ensued from there.
I cutted her short and was mostly unresponsive nor reacvtive to her. IDGAF was at an all time high, and was way to sexy for any of her bs to even register or even get to me, which is great and centredness. "Im to goddamn sexy for her shit" and then it happened, I went full on present and was full on present, to have my nature reveal itself in pure DMSI execution.
I disconnected and became game incarnated, like "hell, I dont care, I open, meet half way and seduce, be seduced"the fear was totally absent, and only riven by autopilot from therein. not till the point I can relax in autopilot, yet, it was obviously there, seeing the workings of game behind the curtains and being the embodiment simultaneously. playing it from an almost objective stance and position. flawless. it all was streamlined and perfect. each gesture served its purpose and playfull, yet cocky slight physical expression took place, and I saw how it all worked for me, how nothing mattered in the end. IDGAF. was fun, self amused, which is key.
Yesterday I broke through when out with some friends at a venue. Fearlessness, opened the girl walking out with her red lipstick and blond hair, autopiloting.
the guy at the venue was supplicating like mad, opening me, talked with him for a bit and went flowing effortlessly. as soon as I become confident as fuck, fearless and relentless in my eye contact, and not to say, blazing attitude, I became the celebrity and rockstar to which everyone gravitated to. not to say, this is only the beginning.
my attitude dominated all shit thrown at me, and no shit was thrown in the end at me, only by C, who revealed she has ADHD. my views of 7/10, 9/10 and the such has been skyrocketing to high status, litterally other league. Im out of C her leage, like, far away, which gave me a boost like never seen before by myself. Clarity ensued from there.
I cutted her short and was mostly unresponsive nor reacvtive to her. IDGAF was at an all time high, and was way to sexy for any of her bs to even register or even get to me, which is great and centredness. "Im to goddamn sexy for her shit" and then it happened, I went full on present and was full on present, to have my nature reveal itself in pure DMSI execution.
I disconnected and became game incarnated, like "hell, I dont care, I open, meet half way and seduce, be seduced"the fear was totally absent, and only riven by autopilot from therein. not till the point I can relax in autopilot, yet, it was obviously there, seeing the workings of game behind the curtains and being the embodiment simultaneously. playing it from an almost objective stance and position. flawless. it all was streamlined and perfect. each gesture served its purpose and playfull, yet cocky slight physical expression took place, and I saw how it all worked for me, how nothing mattered in the end. IDGAF. was fun, self amused, which is key.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
