The clearance goes deep. Was pretty much in my head today at work but am transitioning to a glorious reality. Everything will blow up from what I see now. DMSI penetrating whatever shields. Deep realusation about the full on autopiloting and non resistance that draws all in my skin/me. Like non resistance is beautiful to have like magnets free reigning.
Huuuuge changes. Face glows. Tired as fuck. Watching some RSD. fuck fapping aswell. Aroused yet...idk. sliwly outgrowing social circles. On the other hand, hijack them circles and group elevate the value like that. Being cause, not effect. Constant spinning in my mind, constant flashes and hit flashes and visions. Brutal attraction. Nothing will be safe.
*drop mic* hungry is an understatement. I feel the aura all over. My face and hands and my solar plexus being active yet having inner feelings to release. The build up is going fast.
Only the morning pattern is to be broken. To much selfconsciousness going on still in the mornings, like not wanting to even look at people like some beta. Ugh.
My abundance skyrockets again. Instead of having one girl a day.. uts now elevating to a constant stream if f*cking. Its possible. F*cking hell. Im bouncing all over the place.
Few days ago I approached some random woman. I directly realized about my vibe and have deep seated limiting/negative believes around it. Like "its creepy/perverted" made me think a bit about the forums here. Its being dealt with including shifting my language to the primal subconscious. Understanding it. Shifting aswell in drowing in women. Like everywhere I go there is another walking by. Craaazy.
Vive la DMSI.
Huuuuge changes. Face glows. Tired as fuck. Watching some RSD. fuck fapping aswell. Aroused yet...idk. sliwly outgrowing social circles. On the other hand, hijack them circles and group elevate the value like that. Being cause, not effect. Constant spinning in my mind, constant flashes and hit flashes and visions. Brutal attraction. Nothing will be safe.
*drop mic* hungry is an understatement. I feel the aura all over. My face and hands and my solar plexus being active yet having inner feelings to release. The build up is going fast.
Only the morning pattern is to be broken. To much selfconsciousness going on still in the mornings, like not wanting to even look at people like some beta. Ugh.
My abundance skyrockets again. Instead of having one girl a day.. uts now elevating to a constant stream if f*cking. Its possible. F*cking hell. Im bouncing all over the place.
Few days ago I approached some random woman. I directly realized about my vibe and have deep seated limiting/negative believes around it. Like "its creepy/perverted" made me think a bit about the forums here. Its being dealt with including shifting my language to the primal subconscious. Understanding it. Shifting aswell in drowing in women. Like everywhere I go there is another walking by. Craaazy.
Vive la DMSI.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
