yesterday right before bed I had a massive roll of realisations, autopiloting and what not, craving a girl ikn my bed, ongoing visualisations of another girl pushing her lips against mine, fully soaking wet and aroused. also, blond 8/10 came to mind, aswell as a 9/10 dark haired girl who became all fighting over me and jelous. wtf. Intense and out of this world hunger went on aswell. didnt skip my sleep and had tons of dreams.
my body heated up strongly. rest in pussy bro's.
going to reorganize my diet, eating healthy it is now, eggs, vegetables, lean food. version A seemed to made me gain weight.
today A came back after she went to the hospital, she directly became touchy feely and smelled very nice. smell is a factor. when talking to E, she directly showed her full body while sitting at a chair, fully in my sight.
made some small talk with the cashier at the store, she went all shy, older women, not my type.
Im feeling rolling and new ways opening up for me now, holy shit. Im directly present, in the moment, getting my shit done and taking the lead in organisation. I believe I am Climbing the ladder and taking over the organisation, bringin in my piece and it is received, like a new renovation is about to happen and I am drawing things out, to organize that stuff.
A from the other location, who showed fickle interest, like, she cant contain herself yet keeps herself guarded, locked eyes yesterday. my expression are highkly sexual in my face, she locked, brought her eyes down and smiled, she couldnt stop it herself.,
Version B feels, different then A, like more direct and stright to the point solid right now. I let all assumptions go and just fully trust in DMSi now, resting in it or something while getting my things done.
In ways, my eye contact can get better, but, its all so intense, Im somewhat devoid of emotion, yet straight to the point without hesitation. when chatting up the cashier, another girl, nice ass, somewhat slim ( not skinny ) directed her attention to the 2 of us.
My voice has this different quality as of now, it feels way more sexy.
Also, abundance.
also, some other women showing massive respect like I am the boss and king walking in, and theyre all "oh sorry"while being smiley and in awe.
running 3 loops hybrid B this evening,
my body heated up strongly. rest in pussy bro's.
going to reorganize my diet, eating healthy it is now, eggs, vegetables, lean food. version A seemed to made me gain weight.
today A came back after she went to the hospital, she directly became touchy feely and smelled very nice. smell is a factor. when talking to E, she directly showed her full body while sitting at a chair, fully in my sight.
made some small talk with the cashier at the store, she went all shy, older women, not my type.
Im feeling rolling and new ways opening up for me now, holy shit. Im directly present, in the moment, getting my shit done and taking the lead in organisation. I believe I am Climbing the ladder and taking over the organisation, bringin in my piece and it is received, like a new renovation is about to happen and I am drawing things out, to organize that stuff.
A from the other location, who showed fickle interest, like, she cant contain herself yet keeps herself guarded, locked eyes yesterday. my expression are highkly sexual in my face, she locked, brought her eyes down and smiled, she couldnt stop it herself.,
Version B feels, different then A, like more direct and stright to the point solid right now. I let all assumptions go and just fully trust in DMSi now, resting in it or something while getting my things done.
In ways, my eye contact can get better, but, its all so intense, Im somewhat devoid of emotion, yet straight to the point without hesitation. when chatting up the cashier, another girl, nice ass, somewhat slim ( not skinny ) directed her attention to the 2 of us.
My voice has this different quality as of now, it feels way more sexy.
Also, abundance.
also, some other women showing massive respect like I am the boss and king walking in, and theyre all "oh sorry"while being smiley and in awe.
running 3 loops hybrid B this evening,
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
